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So wats new years plans? Me and Miss Swilow are heading up the mountains to a lil cottage, with a nice pharmacoepia; 2C-B, with 2C-D for added yumminess, DMT, nice gunja and a small amount of opium my dad (hopefully!!!) will give me. We've got three days up there, so the first night and second day will be psychedelic with the rest being baskin in the sun as it waves through rainforest :) <3
 
^ Super jealous. I'm hoping to take some MDMA with a few friends. :)

I read that piece of that report too; I was pretty amazed by it.

An acquaintance of mine told me about the website when it came out. You could choose details about a person, type in their phone number and have a recording of sammy j based on what you inputted call the person.
 
I really hope I can find a respectable setting for these mushrooms I'm trying to get.

I'm at one of those points in my life where I'm kinda lost. Like on the surface I've got my shit together and I'm doing the right things for the right reasons, but inside I've lost that sense of purpose and drive. As some of you may know, the girl I love is addicted to heroin, back with her old boyfriend, and essentially no longer talking to me. We are, or were, two human souls that were as close to "one" as I've ever seen. It amazed me... and now I can't say I'll ever have her again- even as just some loving, understanding company. It went from very close, absolute best friends, to a mutual effort to grow closer and more intimate, and now I can't get a fucking word out of her.

I don't know if it's the "right" thing to do in others opinion, but I feel a strong psychedelic experience is just the thing to break me down and help me reconstruct myself without this person that I consider an integral part of my being. Now that may be a codependent trait, but I really don't care.

What would be better, would be tripping with my friend and this girl. She sees psychedelics the same way I do, and tripping together has always been an indescribably beautiful experience. Maybe it could do her some good to.

Maybe I'm just wishfully thinking
 
I took ~700mg of DXM 30 minutes ago, and man... Stomach issues are certainly making themselves known. An hour longer of this terrible problem then a 30 minute immersion into the peak experience. Thats when the real fun begins. Head phones up and worlds created by the sound of music ahoy!

Anyone ever take a bump of a K on the peak of a dxm experience? I don't have any ketamine so I can't report back, but I'd love to hear some stories. Nitrous during dxm blew me away. My first and only ego-dissolving experience.

edit: well, I just threw up. ~45 minutes after consuming. Shame... Tis only the second time I've thrown up on DXM. Which is the second time I've thrown up on psychs/dissocitives. Normally my stomach can handle anything. Oh well... Lets see how much DXM got absorbed before being purged. I am at a low ++ so maybe I'll reach a +++

If only I didn't have to go to the bathroom. I think that was the problem (me standing up and sitting up).
 
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nearjat said:
I really hope I can find a respectable setting for these mushrooms I'm trying to get.

I'm at one of those points in my life where I'm kinda lost. Like on the surface I've got my shit together and I'm doing the right things for the right reasons, but inside I've lost that sense of purpose and drive. As some of you may know, the girl I love is addicted to heroin, back with her old boyfriend, and essentially no longer talking to me. We are, or were, two human souls that were as close to "one" as I've ever seen. It amazed me... and now I can't say I'll ever have her again- even as just some loving, understanding company. It went from very close, absolute best friends, to a mutual effort to grow closer and more intimate, and now I can't get a fucking word out of her.

I don't know if it's the "right" thing to do in others opinion, but I feel a strong psychedelic experience is just the thing to break me down and help me reconstruct myself without this person that I consider an integral part of my being. Now that may be a codependent trait, but I really don't care.

What would be better, would be tripping with my friend and this girl. She sees psychedelics the same way I do, and tripping together has always been an indescribably beautiful experience. Maybe it could do her some good to.

Maybe I'm just wishfully thinking
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Man, I only know a sliver of what you feel. And I know it sucks harder than anything else can suck, but I don't think you'll find any answers in psychedelics. I could be wrong, but that's what I think.
 
I don't think it'll answer anything, of course. I guess I should clarify that I've been looking at tripping like this since before all this bullshit, and I'm hoping these will be possible benefits. I'm not just assuming it'll work like that either, just judging from past situations.
 
boooo... Barely got anywhere tonight. Drinking some coffee and a beer (weird combo huh!). I'm watching some Ghost in the Shell atm.

Where is everyone? Maybe I'm just a loser cuz I'm on all the time during holidays :p=D Ah, being stuck in texas with no friends. I had some rough times when I moved here in the middle of high school... Wish I knew what I know today. Oh well.
 
Ugh I just got a weird craving for coffee lol. I really shouldn't be drinking it at 2:22am. But I think I'll definitely brew up something serious to start tomorrow ;)
 
did a 30mg roxi a little while ago , feels really good but im hella itchy. I almost ralphed after I snorted it to , maybe I dosed a little high for my tolerance. gonna drive up to brookyln at 10 in the morning with my girl tomorrow , probably gonna crash in the car on the way there. this stuff gets me so amped , i dont see myself falling asleep for at least a few more hours , its time to drink chocolate milk and chain smoke :D
 
swilow said:
This trip report by Xorkoth is really good, especially this bit:
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Actually, what stood out to me was this:
At 6:17am, I go downstairs to check out my cat Magna who has been meowing loudly and insistently. Turns out she just wants some love and attention, so I set about petting her. While we interacted, I had a unique experience. I was able to sense her spirit and personality to a much greater degree than ever before, which is saying a lot because I have a LOT of understanding of animals, especially my own. I felt as if I could sense what she was feeling, as complex emotions. I felt the noble spirit of her. I recollected on how we are all the same observer, the universal force of consciousness, at the deepest level.

For a moment, I saw myself (the human) through the eyes of my little kitty, and I felt intense love and family coming through that, a strong bond. I also reflected on how, when you treat a living thing with nothing but love, as they all deserve, they react back only with love, except in the case of some heavily emotionally or psychologically wounded humans (or animals I suppose). What does that say about the nature of existence?
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I have two cats, one of which is very very very affectionate. This makes me want to trip so bad around them!
 
nearjat said:
I really hope I can find a respectable setting for these mushrooms I'm trying to get.

I'm at one of those points in my life where I'm kinda lost. Like on the surface I've got my shit together and I'm doing the right things for the right reasons, but inside I've lost that sense of purpose and drive. As some of you may know, the girl I love is addicted to heroin, back with her old boyfriend, and essentially no longer talking to me. We are, or were, two human souls that were as close to "one" as I've ever seen. It amazed me... and now I can't say I'll ever have her again- even as just some loving, understanding company. It went from very close, absolute best friends, to a mutual effort to grow closer and more intimate, and now I can't get a fucking word out of her.

I don't know if it's the "right" thing to do in others opinion, but I feel a strong psychedelic experience is just the thing to break me down and help me reconstruct myself without this person that I consider an integral part of my being. Now that may be a codependent trait, but I really don't care.

What would be better, would be tripping with my friend and this girl. She sees psychedelics the same way I do, and tripping together has always been an indescribably beautiful experience. Maybe it could do her some good to.

Maybe I'm just wishfully thinking
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I've certainly never been in your situation, but I have been in my own rough patches that put me in a similar mind set as you. First of all, drop her. Clinging on to anything after it's already left is just a going to continue the pain. It took me forever to learn this. Move forward bro. Worry about yourself. Selfishness isn't a bad thing (I'm tired of people thinking it is!). You gotta worry about yourself and stop letting the negativity of others run into your life. Love is a beautiful thing, but love can come from anywhere. If someone doesn't want to to share love with you, then fuck it, spend you energy and time elsewhere. I know you've heard this over and over again, but its true and I know you know it is true. Face the pain and deal with it. Accept it as a shitty fact of life. Find your own meaning and purpose in life that doesn't involve others. There isn't a damn purpose in life so you can make it whatever the fuck you want! Trip if you want! It might not tell you a damn thing, but it might be what you need. You never know what'll happen in till you try it! GO GO GO
 
Laika said:
Ugh I just got a weird craving for coffee lol. I really shouldn't be drinking it at 2:22am. But I think I'll definitely brew up something serious to start tomorrow ;)
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hehe, one thing I love about myself is Coffee seems to act as a depressant for me. I get tired after drinking 1 cup and 2 cups I kinda feel a little tiny stim buzz, but not enough to make me stay awake. 2 cups of coffee is perfect for inducing vivid dreams (I believe it is around 175mg of caffeine).
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
did a 30mg roxi a little while ago , feels really good but im hella itchy. I almost ralphed after I snorted it to , maybe I dosed a little high for my tolerance. gonna drive up to brookyln at 10 in the morning with my girl tomorrow , probably gonna crash in the car on the way there. this stuff gets me so amped , i dont see myself falling asleep for at least a few more hours , its time to drink chocolate milk and chain smoke :D
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hehe charlie, I feel we would work as friends. I enjoy your posts. If you are ever in NC give me a ring, we'll most deff at least smoke a bowl
 
nearjat said:
I don't think it'll answer anything, of course. I guess I should clarify that I've been looking at tripping like this since before all this bullshit, and I'm hoping these will be possible benefits. I'm not just assuming it'll work like that either, just judging from past situations.
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Aye. Well, in that case, enjoy your trip man. :) and good luck with your girl, I very much hope that works out. Losing a girl like that makes life shitty for a half year or so (IME).
 
The drug addict in me is getting restless. Since I was planning on tripping balls and I'm not, I'm craving something else to take! If only I had some bud!

If I get a job this upcoming semester I might try and get a few people together to go up to VT or NH to ski, so I might be rolling through the NJ area. Who know though. To bad we don't have teleporters. That would be super dank. It would take bluelight to a whole new level.
 
I threw up 40 minutes after dosing for some reason which is why I probably only got around 400-500mg of DXM. That is a pretty boring dose for me, just a solid ++. A ++ on DXM isn't really exciting. Nothing much goes on.
 
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