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The Pain Still Continues...

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*Dedicated to my 'adopted' father Ian Charteris. Died in a horrific house fire.*
You say goodbye to your best friend and climb into bed after working all day.
Fall into a deep sleep,
Not knowing what problems await.
The house is quiet,
Everyones asleep.
Not knowing whats going to happen,
Now you sit here and weep.
You sleep half an hour,
You suddenly wake.
Your mind smells smoke,
Your heart starts to race.
You gather all your flat mates and count 5.
When you race out,
Minus 1.
"God please let him be alive"
Your house is engulfed,
In smoke and flames.
You stand in the drive way,
Screaming,but pointless over the roar of the flames.
Sirens are coming,
You drop to your knees.
You know the inevitable is waiting.
Windows pop because of the heat.
The fires put out,
Your mind goes into shock.
Youve lost everything,
Youve lost a life.
The reality hits when a trolley rolls out.
The police approach you.
They sit you down.
Your emmotions get to much.
They escort you inside,
Show where the fate took place.
Your body goes numb.
To cant put anything in place.
Hours go by,
Day starts to break.
The stench of charcoal furniture,
You go in a lay a rose on his grave.
Weeks roll by.
You are still dearly missed.
If the wireing had been fixed,
You would still be here today.
So i carry on.
Hold you dear in my heart.
For with you watching over me,
I am safe and secure in my heart.
*The pain of watching someone you know and love helplessly dying is burnt into my memories.unfortunantly these cant be erased*
All My Love Too You Ian Now And Forever.
You Are Greatly Missed.
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has anyone seen my mind? its around here some where. if so please send it back!
 
You are still dearly missed.
If the wireing had been fixed,
You would still be here today.
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NO... it was his time. Everything happens for a reason. Remember that.
My heart goes out to you, i know what you mean about saying you had to watch someone you care about burn to death, while you watched on helplessly. The year after i graduated high school, 5 of my close friends were involved in a very bad car accident. 2 carfulls of my friends were on their way home from a graduation party, and the driver of the first car saw a car coming head on in their lane, he swerved off the road to avoid getting hit, and the guy hit the car behind, which was another carfull of my friends. their car burst into flames. my friends from the first car got out and tried to pull them from the flaming wreck, they could hear them screaming they said, but they couldn't save them. they watched them burn to death. and when the ambulances came, their bodies were so charred they couldn't even tell who was who. our whole senior class, and a lot of people, came together and put a memorial for our friends right there, on the side of that highway, and its still there today.
the guy who hit them just came from bar-hopping. he was extremely drunk and had also done a lot of crystal meth. he was unhurt, and he was not in the slightest bit sorry for the pain he caused. but thank God, he's in jail today.
you're not alone. things happen for a reason. i really believe that. i know my friends are somewhere better. i still remember them in wonderful ways. and even though i blame that guy for making the mistake he did in driving fucked up that night, i dont blame him for my friends death. that's how they were intended to go. and they will always be remember in all our hearts.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."
 
Huge hugs hon. You know i'm always here if you need to talk... hehe just knock on my bedroom door
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The only thing I'm good at is being bad.
 
Thanx 4 the comforting guys. it really means alot to me.
'E-Girl' i am terribly sorry to hear about your loss to. i do agree that it was his time and he has indeed gone to a better place along with your friends. the comfort i find now atfer this incident is in my family and his and my friends...*psycho kitten especially*
i know with time the pain will ease and eventually subside. but i rest peacefully in knowing this and i trust and hope you do too.
...even though they are not here physically with us i know they are still with us watching over like angels...
quote...*friends are like stars, you do not always see them but you know they are always THERE* you just have too close your eyes.
meanwhile an endless aching need and memories of him is all i have.
*E-Girl* cherish those memories with all your heart.
*huggles to you*
*queen smack*
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has anyone seen my mind? its around here some where. if so please send it back!
 
im sorry to hear...the poem was beautiful as it was heartbreaking...he'll live on forever as long as you keep him alive...i hope you feel good again soon
*hug
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TV says donuts are high in fat, kazoo, found a hobo in my room, its princess leia, the yodel of life, give me my sweater back or ill play the guitar!
AIM: munkyrice
 
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