
Oh, what the hell...Let's keep this rant rolling! It helps to purge the anguish...at least for a minute!
Lewd, but it makes me giggle...My uncle started dating my aunt not long after her divorce in 1983. They loved to go dancing/partying, so would come out to the clubs where my husband played. Anyhoo, my uncle would get HAPPY with his Crown neat. One night I asked him how he handled my aunt's low moods/depression? He said "Hell, Dixi, I get depressed, too. We just fuck a while, cry a while, fuck again then cry some more!" Classic quote, as he would never have talked that way if sober.
I guess the moral of the story is that you just do what you have to do,
enjoy the good...survive the bad. They married in 1985, had great times traveling the world for almost 15 years. They died (of cancer) within a year of one another. The loss was devastating, but the memories we shared with them will forever make me laugh.
It's strangely nippy out this evening...bonfire and moonshine anyone?

nice glass of Moscato? FFS, at the very least decaf coffee with Caramel Macchiato? Hey
englandgz...You can bring the Krispy Kreme doughnuts! My pastor salivates when the "hot/fresh" neon sign flashes.
Hmmm...that could be misconstrued as rather lewd too, huh?
Yes, I have a potty mouth. Yes, I have a pastor. I've never introduced one to the other...No plans to do so, either.
englandgz...Just a thought? Does Torodol help you? I know it shouldn't be taken long term for safety of kidneys, but it helps me during a flare. It sucks that the specialist was patronizing towards you. Decadron shots help me, too. But again, benefit vs. harm. I joke that I won't need a healthy liver/kidneys if I suck a lead lollipop.
Lyrica wasn't for me either,
Anna. I too am rather vain. I won't take anything with weight gain as a SE. Neurontin lightens my angst, but it seemed to increase my appetite, so "nope". Both are lifesavers for many, so I don't dogpile either of them. Yes, doctors should be more forthcoming with SEs. But y'all know how little respect I have for gods in white coats. I try really hard to not paint them with a broad brush, but...
RTP...Sending hopeful vibes your way, as your tests will have been completed by now, right? You're spinning a lot of plates right now with one hand, literally. I DO so hope that your doctors can get things sorted out for you before it all crashes.
MrRoot & Mayj97...Welcome! Hope you'll find a comfy place and stay a while.
closeau, SKR, etal...Holla! SKR, the "Southern dialect" is on point, my brotha. Kudos!