BigG
Ex-Bluelighter
Morphling is right...lot of us pain patients are.addicts but that shouldnt prevent ANYONE from getting proper pain management when they need it.
Here's my story. Hope someone out there can give me some direction. Live in the US. Went to rehab nearly two years ago for benzos and alcohol. Got out and a few months later was diagnosed with arthritis, spinal stenosis (lumbar) and small nerve fiber neuropathy (both legs and feet). When I got out of rehab, I had to find a new PCP, as mine of 20+ years retired. Saw the new guy (before any of the diagnoses) and was upfront about out of rehab and the reasons. Anyway, MANY doctors (rheumatologists, neurologists, rehab doc, podiatrist, pain management MDs), 2 MRI and EMG and multiple xrays later...........I continue to feel like shit, minimal if any relief. Tried on numerous NSAIDS, Lyrica, Tramadol and a narcotic topical. Currently maxed out on Gabapentin and Diclufenac. Also on Effexor and Nortriptyline. I do not expect to be cured or to have the pain gone. However, I would like to be able to walk more than 1/2 block or stand longer than 5-10 minutes (on a good day) and sleep more than 90 min. at a time. In folks' experience is 18 months an expectable amount of time with the trial and error method? Am I being unrealistic? I sort of regret being upfront with the doctors about the addiction.....what do you all think?..........I feel like I have a big "A" tattooed on my forehead. Thanks
I am in a drug clinic as well as a normal GP clinic and in order to make things work half decent for me I have to tell the drug clinic I have a full time job and they're holding me back, and tell the GP that I can't go out and work because they are holding me back !!
I tried Lyrica and had a bad reaction--suicidal. It is now on my drug allergy list. I know that yet again for the millionth time I need to try and find a doctor who will take this seriously. I have a nerve skin biopsy that proves I have a very severe case of small fiber neuropathy and this isn't made up.
Wait, I just had an epiphany... Why the don't doctors and pharmeutical companies work on a tamper proof dosatron type thing. A safe type thing that dispenses medication in your own house. If you got into it, it would ruin the meds, and it would distribute the high quality IR meds we want. It would be difficult, but if we can get to the moon we can do this. Even if it's expensive, if I could get the right med, on time, I would drop cash on it.
Wait, I just had an epiphany... Why the don't doctors and pharmeutical companies work on a tamper proof dosatron type thing. A safe type thing that dispenses medication in your own house. If you got into it, it would ruin the meds, and it would distribute the high quality IR meds we want. It would be difficult, but if we can get to the moon we can do this. Even if it's expensive, if I could get the right med, on time, I would drop cash on it.