No responses yet. I went back to a new pain management doc to switch from my tramadol to a different med. She was nice and seemed to want to help, thank God. Last guy treated me like complete shit, kept repeating he cant legally rx me opiates with a harsh tone, told me there's nothing he can do for me in different ways in a rude manner, and literally walked out on me, loudly talking over me repeating the same shit while I was trying to say I don't even want opiates/opioids as they do nothing for my pain and am trying to explore other options. Followed by a nurse coming back with a refill for the 100mg ER Tramadol script that was doing nothing for me before... even when I'd take 400mg out of desperation.
Anyways, this better new doc didn't understand how much pain im in. She is trying to help, but she sent me home with a rx for 5mg baclofen twice a day. This obviously wont do crap. I didn't communicate too well with her for that visit as my social anxiety was bothering me and I didn't express everything I needed to. I took 40mg of baclofen at first try out of desperation. Didn't help really. I don't know what to say or do when I go back to her.
I'm really at the end of my line here. I'm sitting here on 60mg baclofen, a Xanax bar (no tolerance), my maintenance opioid dose, a bit of vodka. Still in my normal spine pain with my back muscles still hurting with regular spasms/contractions. I've been in pain for two years now. Its just getting worse and worse. All I can do is lie in bed in pain and do anything to try and cope with it every day. I'm desperate for treatment and relief. Not sure what to tell y doctor. I don't want to resort to other things. They're