Hello everyone, I'm a new member here (joined the site so I could use this forum). I guess a little introduction is in order. I've got Chronic Pancreatitis and sometimes suffer from stomach Ulcers (painful ones, rarely bloody). I have had chronic pancreatitis for a long time and about 12 years ago went from Tramadol to Oxycodone. The only thing I thought about was not becoming a 'loser' or 'addict' for a very long time (and it still concerns me to today). I don't take that much at a time, 5-15 mg depending on my level of pain. My doctor acknowledges that pain fluctuates and gives me a set amount and I call them in when I need to.
I've been on the same dosage for the whole time (12 years). The problem is that my pancreatitis is getting worse (the pain and MRI / ERCP procedures and such are all indicating that). The reason that I haven't had problems with the tolerance I think is due to the relatively low dosage that I take at a time. I would say that I'm on between 20-30 mg a day total, sometimes more if I'm in a flare up. But with the increasing pain, I don't really know what to do anymore. I have a lot to do in life. I'm 26 and I've had chronic pancreatitis since I was 8.5 years old. There isn't a surgical option that is viable. I'm waiting on stem cells or something along that line to be available to me. As it is, my disability has really screwed a lot out of my life and I am getting to the point where I need to do something with my life or basically commit suicide because it's not worth it anymore. I'm very intelligent and could become a doctor with my IQ and memory and passion for medicine and helping people. I'm in college right now studying nursing (as I figured Med School would be too much with my disability).
Basically, I just wish this happened after I was done with college (my worsening pain/symptoms). I need to figure out how to finish college and try to live a relatively normal life. I even have this girl I really like, but am pretty concerned about her knowing I'm on disability, take medicine and all that. And yea, living on SSI $740 a month isn't helping my troubles. I would be screwed if it weren't for FAFSA and Food Stamps (SNAP). But I digress. The pain is stopping me from exercising to any degree and taking unexpected chunks out of my time which makes studying and learning harder. I have considered a few options already and would like to hear what you guys' opinion is and what your own thoughts may be.
1.) Increase the amount of Oxycodone I take.
2.) Try a different medicine.
3.) Try nontraditional medicine (holistic I guess it's called)
4.) Do something that you guys think of that I can't.
I should mention that the reason why I didn't immediately just ask for more medicine was because I was slightly worried about being unable to handle them tolerance wise. I don't know what people think about addiction, but I don't even know what that means to someone like me. I don't think it's possible to be 'addicted'. I acknowledge that I'm 'dependent' on the medicine (because I would not live in this pain - that's 0 quality of life). So tolerance is my main concern with answer #1. And yes I'm posting super late because I can't sleep.
I've been on the same dosage for the whole time (12 years). The problem is that my pancreatitis is getting worse (the pain and MRI / ERCP procedures and such are all indicating that). The reason that I haven't had problems with the tolerance I think is due to the relatively low dosage that I take at a time. I would say that I'm on between 20-30 mg a day total, sometimes more if I'm in a flare up. But with the increasing pain, I don't really know what to do anymore. I have a lot to do in life. I'm 26 and I've had chronic pancreatitis since I was 8.5 years old. There isn't a surgical option that is viable. I'm waiting on stem cells or something along that line to be available to me. As it is, my disability has really screwed a lot out of my life and I am getting to the point where I need to do something with my life or basically commit suicide because it's not worth it anymore. I'm very intelligent and could become a doctor with my IQ and memory and passion for medicine and helping people. I'm in college right now studying nursing (as I figured Med School would be too much with my disability).
Basically, I just wish this happened after I was done with college (my worsening pain/symptoms). I need to figure out how to finish college and try to live a relatively normal life. I even have this girl I really like, but am pretty concerned about her knowing I'm on disability, take medicine and all that. And yea, living on SSI $740 a month isn't helping my troubles. I would be screwed if it weren't for FAFSA and Food Stamps (SNAP). But I digress. The pain is stopping me from exercising to any degree and taking unexpected chunks out of my time which makes studying and learning harder. I have considered a few options already and would like to hear what you guys' opinion is and what your own thoughts may be.
1.) Increase the amount of Oxycodone I take.
2.) Try a different medicine.
3.) Try nontraditional medicine (holistic I guess it's called)
4.) Do something that you guys think of that I can't.
I should mention that the reason why I didn't immediately just ask for more medicine was because I was slightly worried about being unable to handle them tolerance wise. I don't know what people think about addiction, but I don't even know what that means to someone like me. I don't think it's possible to be 'addicted'. I acknowledge that I'm 'dependent' on the medicine (because I would not live in this pain - that's 0 quality of life). So tolerance is my main concern with answer #1. And yes I'm posting super late because I can't sleep.