people usually don't know how bad insomnia will really fuck up your life, the usual response is to work harder tire yourself out, wake up early, get less sleep, take diphenhydramine! but this does not work for everyone!! I just smoke weed, but that doesn't work 7 nights a week, don't have the cash to see a doc. and there are too many dr who wont write a script!!!! I have always thought life will be very shitty when I can't smoke myself to sleep "I used to do a little but that little got more and more" "I wanna new drug"!!!!! some would say get kava extract done that, others might say ask a shaman, but i have wasted so much money on entheogens that don't work, datura nothing, mrng glry, and other shit that should help me sleep. so in knowing all this, what drugs are left that would help alcohol no way!! not turning into an alcoholic!!!!!!!!! any good ideas of what drug and where to get it??????
Welcome to BL, welcome!
but just so you know you really can't really ask "what should I take" threads. This is harm reduction website, not a website to get you higher. I'm also curious as to why you posted this in the chronic pain thread.
Anyways... why in gods name would you ever try to use datura or morning glory seeds. Datura is such a powerful deliriant. It also last for days, and I've never heard of more fucked up stories than datura stories. LSA, what's in mgs, is stimulating in the way acid is stimulating, to a certain degree. What other entheogns have you tried? Mushrooms, salvia, ayahuasca? I'm just really curious as to why you'd go to the spiritual and powerful entheogens for sleep. It's not like you can take them more than a couple days, if that. Also if you have all this money for drugs, why can't you go to the doctor?
I'm also a little concerned when you scream "I wanna new drug"!!!!!!! are you sure you're trying to cure insomnia or are you just looking for a drug you think would be fun before bed? I'm not really sure why you wont continue with weed, you don't make it clear. The idea that you'd ever think about using alcohol to sleep is a terrible, terrible idea. You really need to go see a doctor and get some z drugs. Are you sure you really have insomnia though, or is it a symptom or your drug use? MGS, at night are going to keep you up. Datura, at night is going to make you trip, not really sleep.
I'm tired of begging for pain control, I'm tired of being treated like a piece of shit, I'm tired of the piss tests and having doctors talk down to me like they know what they are talking about. I haven't done anything to deserve the treatment I get from those son of a bitch pain clinic doctors. I have to stop myself from fantasizing about doing bad things that I probably should not talk about lest those fucking bastards try to get my license taken away. I'm part f the healthcare system and they treat me like shit. I can understanding why pain clinic patients get so upset and angry. Yes, one pharmacist feels your pain, and that person can't even save himself.
I know the feeling all to well. Doctors are refusing to prescribe anyone anything, and pain meds are getting less and less effective because of the tamper proof bullshit they put in there. I've been ranting in quite a few threads today about the DEA and their stupid ass crackdown on pain patients. The DEA claim's there is a new epidemic sweeping the nation, people are using opiate medications now! Ummmm, no shit. Since opium was first "discovered" I'm sure there have always been people who abuse them recreationally. The DEA is talking about pills are so bad that people will do them instead of heroin and the public begins to assume that pills are far more dangerous. The ignorance of DEA officers and concerned parents alike, is truly shocking and pathetic. So many dumb ass Americans think that the pill they are calling an epidemic is a few pills. These house wives are thinking about keeping their kids of these pills they don't even know the name too. Then these house wives will shove adderall down their kid's throats, you know cause unlike all the other kids taking stims he actuallyhas ADHD. Then will down some hydrocodone for no particular reason, like she does everyday, then she'll take some valium when the kids get home, and some ambien to go to sleep at night.
The next day she reads an article in some parenting magazine about how amphetamines. percocets, xanax, and zolpidem are being so widely abused she demands the government do something. She has no clue she's taking more or less the same stuff as the article warned her about. She'll find out that percocet is very close to heroin, but will refuse to listen to to people when they say hydrocodone is too. She'll demand that all these opiates be taken off the market until all of them can't be used recreationally. Too bad she doesn't know that some of these medicines that have recreational value, in some way, make life liveable for so many reasons. Of course she only knows what she's been told... pills are bad and it's an epidemic sweeping the nation! She demands that they become tamper proof, all scheduled medicine.
Then... she gets cancer. Her chemotherapy is making her vomit all day, but she can't smoke weed cause it's illegal. Her pain is out of control, and they give her these 'powerful' pain meds, but they barely work. She wonders why, and the doc says because they put tamper proof stuff in them. She has no idea that these meds were the ones she demanded be essentially taken off the market...
Don't let people have access to medicines that make life worth! It doesn't matter if it's perfect for a patient, if it is life changing. If enough house wives hear about kids overdosing on "pills" the government will make sure they get to decide what people can use, but cause they know it's best for you. The house wives which they still don't really know anything about these "pills" other than it's the new heroin. As she lay in her hospital her pain is so unbearable her screams drown out the comforting words of her children. The doctor offers her a pain med, telling her it is an even bigger dose of the pain med she used to take. Too bad this medicine is effectively useless now, and she dies in pain.
Knowing that she went throughout life without ever taking a drug.
This shit bothers me so much. This nanny state bull. If I want my some oxycodone, cause it works, well than... who has the right to prevent me from having that. Oh, well, it's about the children, we have to keep the children safe, we can't let them touch pills. Well... FUCK THE CHILDREN. People need to man up and accept that overdose is, and always has been, a part of our culture, and it will never not be. And if your kid, OD's on pills that young, he probably was an idiot and was going die early anywaus, I done give a fuck if someone OD's, at all. You know why? Cause I od'd. I was really, really close to death. Guess what, if I died, boohoo, I deserved it. It's my own damn fault, it's called natural selection. Shit's gotten so ridiculous, they've taken codeine + promethazine off the market cause a miniscule amount of people have od'd and that's enough. I know people like tussionex, but there is nothing like the combo of sizzurp to make you feel great when you're sick.
Oh, did I mention that there are drugs far more dangerous that aren't scheduled. To most people, pain medicine is a joke and people who use them are weaklings. The majority of people are worried about the children and are super into tamper proof drugs that barely work. They also are all about monitoring every move a doctor makes, in case he's a pill dealer! So now the meds don't work unless you get huge doses, but the FDA doesn't differentiate between pills if they are the same dosage, so the doc keeps getting investigated, so now he either under-prescribes or refuses to prescribe to protect his goddamn neck.
Damn, sorry for that rant. I'm super fucked up, so I don't think I could edit it.
) to help explain and show how and where it helps and takes effect unlike the jackasses who just want to push it on you because they say and know it works, no matter what.