Hey Everyone,
First things first....i wanna apoligize to everybody i offended in the previous PM thread. Truth be told, my ego can be a bit of a son of a bitch. My tough love philosphy works for me, as at one point in time i was destined for professional sports. Its a different world, and my mentality of "Harden The Fuck Up" Genuinely helps me alot, id love to encourage others to try it. Look in that mirror, and tell your self "I am a tough son of a bitch" or "I am one bad bitch!". With this game of pain, misery, and all the meds and the dependance that comes with, on top of all the other shit we must deal with, i just want to let you know every single one of you are tough as nails. Make no mistake, yall are in a battle each and everyday, and i just want you guys to give it a try, confidence can boost those feel good receptors in your brain, much like the double edged mindfuck that comes with the narcotic pain relievers. They work, and they work damn well, and with that said i cant speak on behalf of everyone, but i think its safe to say that the majority of people using painkillers for 100% legit reasons also dont mind the feel good type euphoria. Noone should ever be ashamed of that, show me someone who says they dont feel a little euphoria from them, and ill show you a liar. We are humans, its absurd to use them legit for pain and to be out of pain plus on cloud nine is human nature. Who the hell would not like feeling good n happy on top of being in less pain? So i wanted to apoligize and let all of you know i was very wrong for the things ive said.
Now, to explain why i did? Like i mentioned, "Harden The Fuck Up" is a lifestyle that helps me overcome my pain and problems. Weather pain or trying to not use any narcotics n all the fun stuff that comes with THAT, it helps me look around and say you know what shit could be lots worse, lifes good, money is of no concern to me, things didnt pan out for me in the pros but other than an unfair bullshit card i was dealt resulting in pain i have a life that very few people percentage wise get to experiance. I am not in anyway trying to brag, what im doing is adding to my apology in that how so awful, prick like, and arrogant of me to think that thats how it is for everyone else in pain. Many have a hard time making ends meat, let alone not worrying about finances at all. So i just wanted to say to all of you, i am sorry. Sounds awful but i tried making myself feel better by putting down others, im not sure ill stick around but figured keep the account to apoligize. Your all very strong, brag yourself up, you tough bastards/basdettes. Im sure im one of few people that the "Harden Up" technique works for but i do invite you to try it! Im sure with how hectic things are about to be i pry wont post again, but if any of you do give it a shot, i am very experianced in what things to do to change your life to a positive in a pit of negatives. Look Good = Feel Good, i realize for many not an option but if you do find yourself sayin "I am tough! Im gonna give it a try, time to harden up!" I do know a great deal of exercises and routines that will get you feeling physically the best you can, which leads to better mindset, which comes full circle back to physically feelin good. If your in a rut, pain, usin too much medicine, and decide im gonna use what im allowed and get into a solid routine, feel free to ask me questions on how to get there while at same time keeping your emotional and physical well being stable.
In case anyone wonders what my ailments are, ill keep it short and sweet by saying 13 or so operations stemming from multi level fusion where they went thru my stomache to fuse the damn thing, all the way to being shot n reconstructive surgery.
All that hardly matters, to some up.....I am sorry and all you keep fightin the good fight.
-"Ty"
