I think it works a lot better on my pain.
this is the part they don't care about. How it works on Your Pain.. or My pain. we are not the same but all thrown into the same basket. no 2 people have the same issues you can treat the same. some can go swimming in pools, some can't. some can take methadone sucessfully and some don't respond the same.
you know if the statistics are true that 1 in 4 people have chronic pain.. i don't think i fall into this catagory. cause there is no way there are hundreds of thousands of people like me in my country.
I just don't see Doctors kids/children on the methadone program.. no Sports stars, no elderly people lining up each morning.. why is that? cause its bullshit. nobody will real education or wealth. If i could i would leave this Country for the rest of my life. there are many things i have not said but i live with my father who is my carer. he is getting over Pancreatic cancer, Vietnam Veteran too. we have had many tradegies also. But yeah iam not here for sympathy just to chat with others who understand.
They have no compassion. Australians only help eachother when they can be seen on TV doing so and get a pat on the back for it.
Ive had Doctors tell me you just gotta be strong, now and then in life your gonna go through tough times. below link will show you that i have already been dealing with more then i should from a very young age. This is my Twin brother, my sister also has passed (16years old from heroin, foster home runaway, no an addict, once off)
So its just me and my father for many years. i worked hard to retrain myself for a more suitable workforce. nothing matters to them.
yes i did abuse Oxy. but i never have since or before. do people deserve a second chance?
everyday on TV in Australia you see Child Molestors getting Housing from Government, Murders getting released after 4 years, one guy caught with 12 Million in Cocain only gets 8 or 12 years. I have more restrictions in my life then all of them and for the rest of my life.
i have never broken the law in my life. part from smoking some weed, download tv shows. not even parking tickets. really. i did abuse oxy for a bit. i know it was illegal. yet i was not put on Anti-despressants (now on Lithium for Bipolar) no alcohol, just ciggarettes. like i mentioned before i didnt even know what oxy was. I think ive paid my debt. i only ever hert myself and father.
http://commercialclubking.blogspot.com.au/2011/05/my-heart-soul-tribute-2-my-identical.html
sorry bout all the info. its cool you guys are not just trolls, thank you very much