
Hey PEEPS!
I've been "Gone, Dixi, Gone". Not sure I'll be back often, with little to offer besides my despair. Who needs that?
Good to "see" everybody, both old and new. I'm happy for those who are getting answers and finding relief. I am grieving for those (like me) for whom relief will not come.
Is it the "dog days of summer" that has us feeling even
more like dog shit?
Idaknow...Last week was such a joy, visiting my PM and my GP (kidney/flank pain, blood in urine). Of course, no answers other than UTI...more antibiotics. PM not even trying to "manage" anything more than his account balance...still Oxycodone. I don't take it most days because it just makes me even more PISSED OFF at rebound pain.
I'm experimenting with MMJ, though such a greenhorn. So far I've tried Cannatonic and Durban Poison oils. I don't get pain relief, but some crazy ass giggles. It's so unpredictable. I'm trying some Rick Simpson tincture now, but I can't function "stoned".
Still having the Linzess explosive BMs (yay, me!) I know I have to take the medicine to avoid obstruction. For God's sake, I feel disemboweled afterwards!
Hubby's med-resistant HBP has gone rogue again. It's been a scary couple of weeks of med changes. He sees his doctor again tomorrow.
On a lighter note...We "celebrated" 36 years of marriage on Sunday. My birthday is this coming Sunday. Sadly, my "wish" would be to feel less like walking dead.
Nevertheless, there will be Hummingbird Cake. Y'all are invited! After luscious cake, I'll be sipping Hemlock tea.
(((HUGS)))