Ximot
Bluelighter
Lev, how many times have you used that drug? Initially it did little to me in terms of negative fx. Probably the first 15 doses or so.
I have probably gone through about 20+ grams of it over a 2-year period, and I am currently falling out of love with it. My stash is gradually running low and when my supplier was recently out of M1 I felt a little panicky... what if I legally can never get any more? But I haven't given to my strong urge to stock up while it's legal because recently I've been feeling that repeated M1 highs are just not worth it. I intend to give it a break for at least one full month (and probably 2 weeks+ without any other drugs at all except the odd beer) and then take it again and really look at how it makes me feel once i come down a bit and the subsequent few days. Only then will I decide whether it's really worth having a lifetime supply of it handy...
There's always other drugs, and there's always sobriety...
Seeing a less drug-experienced friend fall for it big time does not help, really. As he had little to no experience with hard drugs before discovering M1 (unless you consider alcohol a hard drug), he's being fooled by M1 again and again,and it's sad to see him so desperately chasing the initial high. I guess it also depends what one uses it for, though.
When I used it initially I did not get that infamous crash... it's all to do with spacing use and not topping up. I think most people who get the crash either use too often (weekly or even more) or keep topping up or are prone to depression in general or use it too hedonistically, ignoring the 'heart-message' seemingly contained within the molecule. Or all of that combined.
I'd like to spell it out for those who may not have bothered reading through all the posts that confirm what I am writing now: M1 has a high ADDICTION POTENTIAL.
On another level, yes - it's different strokes for different folks. Some people find the experience a bit bland or boring at best, and some can even feel quite irritable when on it. Seems that its euphoric plateau doesn't really manifest in everyone... perhaps those people go straight to the dark side contained within methylone and bound to manifest itself to whoever uses it frequently enough at high enough doses.
What I find fascinating with the molecule is how it seems to make whoever has taken it and is riding the warm happy wave so much more approachable... when I am on it I find myself listening to all sorts of people who seek me out and want to talk to me about everything (party setting). Then there comes a point where I get very emotionally tired and I'd rather just go home and not even say goodbye any more because summoning up the smile required to do that sems almost impossible.... bargh! The more I use it the more the effects become like that for me, hence I space it and leave it for a month or so at times.... sadly, my friend cannot conceive of going out without his ally in his pocket any more. I wish he understood that, ultimately, methylone's use is to try and gain some understanding of how one could be more open to others and then take that insight home and work on it while straight. Otherwise it becomes abuse, a social crutch, a mask even.
I advise everyone who "just loves" this chemical and uses it a lot to be very aware of its addiction potential and to question their motives for using and to act accordingly. In any case it is undoubtedly a goldmine for retailers, and I wouldn't be very surprised if it became illegal within the next 12 months - at least in Europe, where the Dutch had already emergency-scheduled it, though fault had been found with the procedure and this is why it is available again there...
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I have probably gone through about 20+ grams of it over a 2-year period, and I am currently falling out of love with it. My stash is gradually running low and when my supplier was recently out of M1 I felt a little panicky... what if I legally can never get any more? But I haven't given to my strong urge to stock up while it's legal because recently I've been feeling that repeated M1 highs are just not worth it. I intend to give it a break for at least one full month (and probably 2 weeks+ without any other drugs at all except the odd beer) and then take it again and really look at how it makes me feel once i come down a bit and the subsequent few days. Only then will I decide whether it's really worth having a lifetime supply of it handy...
There's always other drugs, and there's always sobriety...
Seeing a less drug-experienced friend fall for it big time does not help, really. As he had little to no experience with hard drugs before discovering M1 (unless you consider alcohol a hard drug), he's being fooled by M1 again and again,and it's sad to see him so desperately chasing the initial high. I guess it also depends what one uses it for, though.
When I used it initially I did not get that infamous crash... it's all to do with spacing use and not topping up. I think most people who get the crash either use too often (weekly or even more) or keep topping up or are prone to depression in general or use it too hedonistically, ignoring the 'heart-message' seemingly contained within the molecule. Or all of that combined.
I'd like to spell it out for those who may not have bothered reading through all the posts that confirm what I am writing now: M1 has a high ADDICTION POTENTIAL.
On another level, yes - it's different strokes for different folks. Some people find the experience a bit bland or boring at best, and some can even feel quite irritable when on it. Seems that its euphoric plateau doesn't really manifest in everyone... perhaps those people go straight to the dark side contained within methylone and bound to manifest itself to whoever uses it frequently enough at high enough doses.
What I find fascinating with the molecule is how it seems to make whoever has taken it and is riding the warm happy wave so much more approachable... when I am on it I find myself listening to all sorts of people who seek me out and want to talk to me about everything (party setting). Then there comes a point where I get very emotionally tired and I'd rather just go home and not even say goodbye any more because summoning up the smile required to do that sems almost impossible.... bargh! The more I use it the more the effects become like that for me, hence I space it and leave it for a month or so at times.... sadly, my friend cannot conceive of going out without his ally in his pocket any more. I wish he understood that, ultimately, methylone's use is to try and gain some understanding of how one could be more open to others and then take that insight home and work on it while straight. Otherwise it becomes abuse, a social crutch, a mask even.
I advise everyone who "just loves" this chemical and uses it a lot to be very aware of its addiction potential and to question their motives for using and to act accordingly. In any case it is undoubtedly a goldmine for retailers, and I wouldn't be very surprised if it became illegal within the next 12 months - at least in Europe, where the Dutch had already emergency-scheduled it, though fault had been found with the procedure and this is why it is available again there...
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) while on a substance that intoxicates me to such a degree, standing and talking are not possible.
Ok, sex is especially great when on such wonderful drugs, but then so is music.. ah, choice!! I am one who likes dancing, too...and I almost always end up talking to strangers or being talked to by them.
