ok ok ok srsly bluelighters you are my only listeners and friends right now
ok let me begin - i think by reading my past posts up to this point you can see that i am slowly becoming addicted to this stuff
ok - so sat i got a new shipment and was relieved , because i could now finish off what i had left of the old
so ok - i took about 475+ mg's tonite - i know i am so stupid - but i thought the tolerance, and cause i am hardheaded when it comes to this stuff -
so here i am now - freaking
i took about 450 mg at 11:46 p.m. eastern time - kicked in at approx. 12:15a.m. eastern
ok - the stuff usually hits me pretty fast- like witin 20 minutes
ok now guys i cannot stress this enough - it hit me like a ton of bricks - i could barely talk, let alone stand up
i was expecting the mellowness of the come up from this substance - but i swear the intense come up i am feeling is rivaling my first few pure mdma exp.'s
i guess when u take enough huh? ok , i have enough sense, and exp. to check vitals appropriatly. so no real trouble. but it is so similar to the harsh pure mdma come up i get when i am sure i am going to die- but after that 10 minutes you are pushed into euphoria where u just dont care, and are relived
i dont know why i am typing this
but i havent heard so far of a ridiculously large methylone dosage and just wanted to share
but i swear to u guys - the come up this time , was just as scarly strong as mdma
and i cant stress the similarity of mdma, it rivals my molly exp's - its not exactly the same - but i swear the intensity, and euphoria is almost identical - i guess so when your practically od'ing on the stuff
i swear
but i wrote this about 10 mintues ago - so the come up is over and now i am just feeling good- but i swear i can barely move
now church i am sorry, cause i know the rules - but i am confused right now- and i know it is very disrespectful to post when you are intoxicated - and also i know this should go in trip reports - i am sorry, and i mean it
lastly i would like to add - this has overly indeed gived me the fix - my addiction to the stuff is fulfiilled right now - like i dont need to do this for a year at least, if ever again.
thanks for listening
-------update
ok - it is now 3:15a.m. - and it is still going strong - well not strong strong - but definatly euphoric, and feeling really good, just not as extreme - i find this odd, because this is coming up on the 4th hour, so it is really similar to an mdma roll - but like i said, anythings possible when you take this ridiculous amount
on another note - i really wonder why redosing doesn't seem to work that well
i have done my share of redosing just because i was greedy - but not these past few times cause i have learned my lesson, which has caused me to stilll have a healthy supply left over
i know some people say redosing works - im not arguing with you
i am in the boat that it does work - but not in the way you want to
for instance it just keeps me stimulated for a while longer, with out increasing the euphoria - but it does maintain the lite coming down weaker euphoria for a while longer, if you know what i mean - the main thing it does is just give you the feeling that you are definatly intoxocated - like not really high, but your definatly not sober at all - i dont really know how to say it - but like i said i learned my lesson, and have saved alot of m1 from going to waste.
but i just want to know what causes it to suck so bad when redosing? anyone have an idea - it doesnt really make biological sense to me