Again
Had another awesome experience with 2ce yesterday...
well, not awesome... more like... dizzying, astonishing and completely mind altering is more like it.
I insufflated 1mg at a time every 5 minutes or so to about 6mg. I find this
totally eliminates the burn, and while you might feel a bit naseous toward the last one or two, it's totally doable without wanting to rip your face off.
Also, I wouldn't snort it, but supplies are low for us here so I gotta do what I gotta do

I would recommend eating it...
Anyways... here is what started as a message to my friend which turned into a little log (a bad one) but you can get a pretty good idea of what was going on (ha). Needless to say, this was without a doubt my most "buddhist flavored" trip as of yet, but I was also practicing yoga and meditation... with excellent results.
Anyways, this message started about after I puked in the shower, which I wanted to do. Find that it takes away that weird physical feeling after consuming 2ce, and since I insufflated it, no lose of effects. So... very satisyfing purge, and there I went

Also I continue insufflating at 3 different points which worked out FANTASTICALLY- but really unless you've transformed your body into an alchemical machine (or at least convinced yourself of such) don't put it up your nose at all.
So ya, sorry for the length of this post, here is the message typos and all.
Also was listening to Psy/Goa trance for the long haul
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wow this is hard
so it would seem i've been transformed into a conduit for something greater than myself only breaking myself away long enough to send this message possibly breaking that divine link or am I only tripping?
too late
started as a few yoga poses which quickly morphed me into a living breathing living breathing living breathing.......,,
continues as experience -
dancing is great feels the enrgy in my fingers as I type sun is coming up hmm
consideing going outside but that seems hard somehow
maybe is the cold
fuck it. going to watch sun rise and smoke first cig.wish i could take the music with me
i could only find oneo f each kind of flip flop and I told god that he was a jerk and he said, your a jerk and we laughed
sunet dulled by cigarette also psychic wave shortened headache incurred psychological?
i know why they warn lsd users of staring into the sun i don't know how long I looked really it was bright
clothing ruined sunset also
want freedom from matierla chemical everythinghjgngndance
theres only one place to go once youve reached this state of mind and I don't ahve a symbol on my keyboard for it but it goes in all directions at once
more yogahow the fuck do you do a pushup anyways
the msuic and I are undescriblible
don't feel that I can breath to much move to much hear to much
so when I'm in front of my mirrior and I close my eyes it would seem someone is still there? staring contest w/ myself
got too personal
excellent visual phenom inspires more up nosehesistttaaes..
hard to decide.
cant believe I did it seems unspeakable in this state but still apprioprate...
oh shit.
wow nice
uh need some water or somethign hard to enjoy it after reading of flouride
2ce you really are the shit still feel you burning my nose/head and yet i already want to cram more up there
must focus
yoga
mind reeling
talking on phone omg didn't realize how far outthere i was
good thing I didn't put more up my nose before that jesus christ i would paint myself staring vacantly at the tangled mess of wires under my computer desk and if I thought I could I would paint the music
violin in music just left me wondering blinking ohi t was the phone
revealed I was on substance seems a burden has been lifted
procedd w/ insuflation
dance to move to express to as much as you can as fast as you can right now
so easy to forget how to do it in just a few moments
start feeling body or thinking abouyt something and then its gone
itching
what the fuck do me 2ce area51 this music and like seriously what the fuck??
isee a man and a wonman kissing she laugh/smiles afternow I see/feel/am a small woman with glasses I feel meek and quiet i have little to say disorietation then this goes from total distotarion to complete crystal clarity in moments
hard to make overall judgement of state
which one?
I long to be myself all the time
phone conversatino makes me feel insane unnerved
bloody deer
back to reality
oh fuck man
lots of stuff man think I lost it lost this part anyways end transmission.
all things are inconsequential and this is what makes it all so interesting"
Well anyways, I'm still putting it all together, obviously...needless to say, ideas took form in front of my eyes and I
felt little to no edge at all. Seems the more you take 2ce your body/mind adjusts to it. When I first took 2ce I felt TOTALLY unnerved, and even when I did hit psychedelic space it felt "detached" and "unspiritual" as many people describe.
This is not the case upon further exploration
I have never consumed LSD/mushrooms and experienced the same level of ego-death/perfectlightrebirth.
Also on that note I was talking to a friend afterwards and made reference to the vision of the man/woman that I had seen, because I described this same vision to her once before at a psytrance festival, and I could've sworn I found the meaning of it somewhere.... anyways, dug through old messages and found this.
"http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sidpa_bardo The sidpa bardo features karmically impelled hallucinations which eventually result in rebirth. (Typically imagery of men and women passionately intwined.)"