I think I can relate to every word of that Lazy. It really is a strange drug. One 50mg could have me quite euphoric, motivated and euthymic in mood and yet at other times I would need at least 200mg to feel anything. The irritability too is rather disconcerting. I want out too but am unsure what route, CT or slow reduction? I've been taking it daily (50mg - 400mg) for nearly a year. Have a decent supply of Vals which should come in handy. Any advice would be helpful.
I suggest you reduce slowly by 50mg a day if you take capsules or 25mg a day if you have tablets and can break them in half.
How do you take them? Do you do one 500mg dose at once or a couple 250mg doses a day?
if you take one dose a day just reduce by 25-50 a day.
If you take more than one dose a day i say take them twice a day and do like this:
with capsules:
-------morning--------evening:
day1: 250--------------250
day2: 250--------------200
day3: 200--------------200
day4: 200--------------150
day5: 150--------------150
day6: 150--------------100
day7: 100--------------100
day8: 100---------------50
day9: 50-----------------50
day10: 50-----------------00
day11: 00-----------------00
With Tablets:
-------morning--------evening:
day1: 250--------------250
day2: 250--------------225
day3: 225--------------225
day4: 225--------------200
day5: 200--------------200
day6: 200--------------175
day7: 175--------------175
day8: 175--------------150
day9: 150--------------150
day10: 150--------------125
day11: 125--------------125
day12: 125--------------100
day13: 100--------------100
day14: 100---------------75
day15: 75----------------75
day16: 75----------------50
day17: 50----------------50
day18: 50----------------25
day19: 25----------------25
day20: 25----------------00
day21: 00----------------00
I have used this method many times with tramadol and also with other addictive drugs. It works provided you stick to the schedule. If you begin to suffer harsh withdrawals after shrinking your dose one day; stay at that dose for a day or two until you are comfortable before lowering it again. You really should stick to the schedule as close as possible though.
I myself am on day 15 of a 20day detox from Dihydrocodiene. I know you can do it. I personally have used this method about 6 times.
You can use again after detox but you should wait at least 2-4 weeks before trying to use casually/recreationally again or you may slip right back into full blown addiction/dependency.
Good luck, you CAN do this.