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The Official "Quitting the Scene" Thread

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I am OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY quitting the drug scene.
I know i have said this before but i am saying it with real conviction now.
I can just see how drugs are fucking up my CLOSEST relationships.
I have become an emotional mess concerning the people i care most about.
I have already lost a best friend over it and am not willing to lose my boyfriend as well.
I have been a fucking IDIOT and I am SO SHITTY at myself.
I hope this time it lasts and I mean forever.
 
:(
I was being serious.
I will surely still be coming out in Melbourne next time I am down and doing all the usual stuff, minus the drugs.
I hope it lasts and if it doesn't... then i dont know what to think. Perhaps i am overreacting and dont need to quit. I just think I need to atm.
 
Im breakin til January at least.
I got my goal - turntables.
No drugs for me.
Ask me how ;)
 
Well I've been humming along nicely for 5 years now and just in the last 3 months I have begun to see the end of the road. The comedowns are getting worse and the social scene isnt giving me any satisfaction. I dont seriously think that I will never do it again but I just cant be bothered with the angst that goes with it. So for now anyway, I am kissing the pills goodbye.
 
Well, thought i'd throw my bit in here.
I havent posted in awhile so here and the 'taking a long break' forums seemed good.
To make a long story short, i decided back in May that i had to get off the drugs. I'd tried to do it six months earlier, but fell back into it.
I've been doing drugs for 2 1/2 years. But pretty heavy for the last 15 months.
I guess the day i made the decision, was the day that i got really messed up, someone took advantage of that messed up state.
This really messed my head up, but the only way i was going to get away, was to move to a place where i dont know numerous friends *cough*dealers*cough*, a place where drug offences are punished very harshly.
I left Australia in September. Even just before i left, i absolutley smashed myself. I mean i had 1,4b 9 out of the 10 days before i left!
I've been clean for 1 month. Its does feel good.
I have no idea if i'll take drugs again, certainly not here anyway! And i have no idea when i'll once again be in a country where drugs are ample.
So i guess i've quit the scene, cos i'm not even in the country!
I have a new direction in life, one where drugs arent a part of it.
I miss the people back home and miss the fun.
Am i missing the drugs?? Well that part gets easier every day!
Plus i got in a bit too deep in the scene back home. Probably not half as deep as most of them, but too deep for this little chicken!
I saw the dark side, the evil nasty side of the scene.
So, i've stepped out, i've got my photos, thanks for the memories to all that knew me.
(which is only 1 or 2 pple on BL)
I never posted alot on here, but i still pop in everyday and read.
Technically i can still post, i'm part of the Australia/Asia/Middle East!
Have fun, take care and keep smilin!!
 
ok peeps ... its officially goodbye 2 the drugs but NOT the scene, i'll still be out partying whenever i can but the drugs are out 4 good
after my fuckbuddy ended it w/ me after 3 yrs, (silly me fell 4 him HARD) my emotions have become a train wreck, i have no idea what i'm doing half the time & its affecting my work & my friendships
me mainly quitting the scene is because my GP has put me on anti-depressents & i have 2 go back in2 counselling, after 2.5 years of counselling not helping, i have 2 go through it again
it was fun while it lasted every1 & i will miss the drugs & rolling parties etc, but hopefully *fingers crossed* i wont lose contact w/ the good friends i made on bluelight!!
my life has hit a wall, & after a lot of thinking, yelling & crying @ my ex-fuckbuddy i have decided i need 2 move out & be happy again, i had a lot of hope on our relationship, thinking it would move forward
GOOD LUCK 2 U ALL, hopefully some of u will realise that u do come down, & the more u take the harder u'll come down
i've had 2 panic attacks, i was violent 2 the person who meant so much 2 me, & the 'terrible tuesdays' has now become the terrible 2 wks ... personally drugs were fun @ the time
TC
 
Yeah just to verify, i think i overreacted a couple of weeks back and decided to quit drugs becuase of a situation that was not really my fault... i was pretty emotional but i cant blame it on drugs. So i am no longer quiting anymore :)
Really i have only done drugs like 4 times in the last 5 months anyways so i am not out of control. I am gonna keep going slow and maybe cut back a bit more, but i aint quiting.
No one believed me anyways!!!
 
I've completely given up the drugs. I wasn't doing them much anyway. Which kinda keeps me out of the scene, because I'm such a daytime person I'm ready for bed by midnight without chemical help. Sad but true.
Still going to some small scale psy-trance parties, where most of the people are sober and there for the music. I think I might find it hard to be around people who are on something if I'm not :(
 
TC: I really hope things work out for you in the end cause I kinda know what you're going through atm (well from what I'm reading).
Anyways good luck, and yeah if you want to talk or whatever then I'm pretty much always online, or you can call if you want. :)
 
After enjoyn a night out a at kandy straight... i actually enjoy going straight a lot more..... i agree with daimo.... in moderation..... :)
TC: dont you worry girlie, you and me can be the "we dont do drugs, plur babies" :)
*bounces*
 
Well, even though I've never really been entirely "in the scene", I'm kinda sick of it. I get all excited about an event and it ends up shit. Most of the people are jsut there for the drugs, and it's happening to me as well. When I first went out it would be so I could dance all night, and now the focus has changed (but I'm a shit dancer, so that may not be a bad thing ;) ).
But mainly, it's coz there's no individuality anymore. Everyone looks the same, acts the same, takes the same drugs. Hands up who wears phat pants to everything? When they first came out, they were really good - comfy, looked good, lotsa pockets, shiny/reflecty stuff: great! Now everyone wears them. No one takes the time out to be creative and make something. It's just really shitting me.
And another thing on drugs: was at a party the other night where everyone was doing lines, expect for me and 3 ppl, who were outside. One chick says: "Do you know there's 'straight' people out there?" As if being straight was like, what the fuck? Just really shat me that not being on drugs in considered abnormal.
The thing is, I continue to get excted about events. I can't wait for Earthcore, and there's a couple of wharehouse partis coming up (tho I probably wont go). But the whole scene is just... eh.
Have a nice day :D
 
^^^ reminds me of WET008 some mashed doode gave me a hug cause he thought I was very special to "becomming to an event like *this*" straight..
boppy, i knew you would come around honey! ;)
 
Ha yeah when I was at Seven the other night I had countless ppl asking me if I was alright cause I was sitting down purely cause I was tired, and they thought that I must have had too much MD or something.
Got some weird looks when I told them I was straight.
 
i went 2 my 1st event straight last night, apart from falling asleep on the couch & being woken up by security, i had heaps of fun!!!
TC
p.S but i think i might stick 2 staying away from events 4 a while, my brain needs 2 get but it2 its old self again, but i'm always up 4 partying @ a 'normal' party with no drugs involved, i've been told i'm a funny drunk, but i don't believe any1 ;)
 
This thread makes me laugh... :D
Not the people posting in it, but just the fact that it even exists in the first place. Name another passtime where people get so in-depth with their philosophies on where they stand in the scene and why they plan to leave. ;)
Once I used to be a cub-scout. But then everyone just started tying reef knots all the time because that's just what you did. Nobody would think for themselves. And "dib dib dib dob dob dob" has just lost all it's meaning now - I bet most cub-scouts that join nowadays don't even know what it means and what it used to stand for once. So I quit the scouts. I think I'll still go to meetings on wednesday nights every now and then, but I won't be partaking in the crafts like I used to all the time. I'll just go for the friends I met there and to have a good time. But a break is definitely in order. :)
 
trancechyck: I'll go drinking with you!
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