I am certainly not a 'self confessed paedophile'
My ex fiancee is the only person (that I'm aware of, outside of course, of my own school days) where I've ever been in a relationship that wasn't with someone my age, give or take, or quite a bit older.
And as far as kids go, for the most part they are a pain in the arse. At this stage in my life I certainly don't want any of my own around (if I had the income to support a family that is, I don't). After the last relationship I was in ended, I'm not sure as I'll ever date again.
And when I say 'held at gunpoint' I meant it quite literally, got shoved into a tree at a paintball game, probably would have been a bit less cute had it been a mac-10 or something haha.
Had I the chance, and things worked out somewhat differently, I wouldn't just have walked when she got older (I didn't do this, but I'm not going into why things ended, its a kinda weuird, complicated ending that to this day I'm still kicking myself up the arse for, although I'd say much of the fault wasn't mine, the decision to end the relationship was mine)
I wish I'd never done that, should have been the girl I got hitched to, or one of two people I've ever been with, but, sadly, hindsight is only something one gets afterwards. Looking back, it wasn't really surprising that its what I chose to do. But I should have forgiven something I didn't, and ignored the fact it was something a lot of people wouldn't have. But she'd got me out of a really shit relationship with someone who to be quite honest, was (and probably still is) an obnoxious, greedy pig, which is why I think now, that I DID leave; I just didn't want to get hurt again.
Now? well not much I can do, although I've been seriously considering going back to the folks I met this lass through, see if shes still with 'em, god damn, I'd love to know how shes doing, or end up friends, even if I never got the chance to get back with her.
As for savile, I doubt any of his victims meant anything more than a piece of meat to him, he was extraordinarily prolific as a pervert if nothing else, which in and of itself, considered one step removed from his nonce tendencies, going through actual women of his OWN age at the rate he went round buggering kids would say to me that none of the individuals meant much if anything.
He seems like the sort of selfish arsehole that just liked to use people for his own gratification and toss them out afterwards.