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Social The NEW "What Song Fits Your Current Mood" Thread

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MydriHaze said:
It will come, i can see a bright future for you, you got abilities and spirit! ;)
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Thanks!! Today is day 8. After permanently deleting my dealer's number or rather, it didn't transfer with my new phone....that was sign #1. Yesterday, because I was fiending, my neighbor stops by to see if I want to score. It took me all of a second to say yes. And of course he said the shit was really good. So now my fiending goes into high gear (no pun inteneded). Get the money. Hand off the money.

And never see the drugs or him the rest of the night. Now, he lives next door. To me, he is just a kid. He's 30 but seriously delayed in the emotional growth area. Lives with Grandma. I went over last night because I was fucking kicking myself and wanted to punch him in the throat. Then I got to thinking. What would I want to hear from someone I stole from? Which I did plenty of back in the day.
There is nothing I can say that he hasn't already thought of about himself. So, although I want to kick his ass, I am actually really grateful I am still clean today. Out $120, but sobriety is priceless, no???!
 
As I make my way past the downtown sidewalk vendors who have all manner of boosted merchandise for resale, from steak to underwear to vodka to furniture.



Officer, we're so very sorry
But it fell off the back of a lorry.
Officer, we're so very sorry
But it fell off the back of a lorry.

Oh, it fell off the back of a lorry

Give the kids a break,
It's their first mistake.
Ah, for heavens sake,
Give the kids a break.
 
lovemissile66 said:
Thanks!! Today is day 8. After permanently deleting my dealer's number or rather, it didn't transfer with my new phone....that was sign #1. Yesterday, because I was fiending, my neighbor stops by to see if I want to score. It took me all of a second to say yes. And of course he said the shit was really good. So now my fiending goes into high gear (no pun inteneded). Get the money. Hand off the money.

And never see the drugs or him the rest of the night. Now, he lives next door. To me, he is just a kid. He's 30 but seriously delayed in the emotional growth area. Lives with Grandma. I went over last night because I was fucking kicking myself and wanted to punch him in the throat. Then I got to thinking. What would I want to hear from someone I stole from? Which I did plenty of back in the day.
There is nothing I can say that he hasn't already thought of about himself. So, although I want to kick his ass, I am actually really grateful I am still clean today. Out $120, but sobriety is priceless, no???!
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He was exploiting your situation to help you is how I bet he justifies it.
 
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JTemperance said:


The sun comes up, another day begins
And I don't even worry about the state I'm in.
My head's so heavy and I'm looking thin
But when the sun goes down I'm gonna start again.
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A college friend who introduced me to the Jesus and Mary Chain also introduced me to Husker Du which had one of the most psychedelic album covers I'd ever seen. I was expecting some music that was completely different than this which is still pretty good
 
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