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Moods change quick especially since relapsed on proylhexedrine Friday night and Saturdayy early afternoon late morning or maybe just twice Saturday or was it Sat afternoon Sunday morning oh fugh brain hole!!! brain felt intense trauma from the second inhaler Saturday was combined with booze a copious amount memory all faded and hazy went off the deep end now taking kratom which knocked me sideways after relapsing on cough medicine tonight somehow straightened me out though but it was a bad relapse still not worth it just another abusive decision I really felt like a quarter to not even a third of a DXM HBr generic brand bottle was gonna fuggin zap my heart or brain or CNS respiratory organx out wtf man I have to stop maybe the herbs interact dangerously I take as medicine I want to do and be better as a functioning child in a man's body whoa vision is going won't report back for a while try to find some equanimity in mind and body at least been eating seems to be lessening now not taking that again soon I can say pretty assuredly sickly gross feelings angels are guiding me now I prayed again while peaking pn the dxm so spiritual for me t oday somehow unlike as a teen in high school who viewed it as a garbage or loser drug haha any of the older hippies/heads thought it was gross

 
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Moods change quick especially since relapsed on proylhexedrine Friday night and Saturdayy early afternoon late morning or maybe just twice Saturday or was it Sat afternoon Sunday morning oh fugh brain hole!!! brain felt intense trauma from the second inhaler Saturday was combined with booze a copious amount memory all faded and hazy went off the deep end now taking kratom which knocked me sideways after relapsing on cough medicine tonight somehow straightened me out though but it was a bad relapse still not worth it just another abusive decision I really felt like a quarter to not even a third of a DXM HBr generic brand bottle was gonna fuggin zap my heart or brain or CNS respiratory organx out wtf man I have to stop maybe the herbs interact dangerously I take as medicine I want to do and be better as a functioning child in a man's body whoa vision is going won't report back for a while try to find some equanimity in mind and body at least been eating seems to be lessening now not taking that again soon I can say pretty assuredly sickly gross feelings angels are guiding me now I prayed again while peaking pn the dxm so spiritual for me t oday somehow unlike as a teen in high school who viewed it as a garbage or loser drug haha any of the older hippies/heads thought it was gross

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Got the 'Peaches' schtick, made all their own. Great toon! Energy is a complicated thing to manage, elusive -takes a lifetime of relating and understanding. Great respect for it. ;)
 
guess im here by myself tonight... its sat.... see yall mon
this is for our up all nights and appreciative of old peoples jams - til I get cut off. lol shit:
 
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