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Hey all! Just a bit about me, I'm 17, male, and live in Colorado. I've lurked this site for a long time, and before I found drugs I was a straight arrow. I'm quite self destructive and a long history of depression and suicide. In the year and a half since my first bowl ive changed quite a bit and experimented a lot. I had to got off my new habit of iv heroin because im currently facing a felony and a few misdemeanors. Got expelled within the last week of high school and lost all my friends, but everything happens for a reason right? After I get it all together I'm planning on going to school for either pharmacology or pharmacy. Well...thats me in a nutshell, I hope I'll fit in here one way or another:)
 
Welcome to Bluelight. :) I really like that you have a positive attitude after all that you've experienced, it's really inspirational! You should check out The Dark Side. I think you'll find a lot of support in there to help make your dreams a reality. I look forward to reading more from you. <3
 
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I miss you spork.

I used to read you more.

It seems like.

Anyway, greetings.:)
 
.1up said:
Hey all! Just a bit about me, I'm 17, male, and live in Colorado. I've lurked this site for a long time, and before I found drugs I was a straight arrow. I'm quite self destructive and a long history of depression and suicide. In the year and a half since my first bowl ive changed quite a bit and experimented a lot. I had to got off my new habit of iv heroin because im currently facing a felony and a few misdemeanors. Got expelled within the last week of high school and lost all my friends, but everything happens for a reason right? After I get it all together I'm planning on going to school for either pharmacology or pharmacy. Well...thats me in a nutshell, I hope I'll fit in here one way or another:)
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I'm glad your here. Maybe you can help me understand why heroin is such a serious problem. I won't/can't use a rig, but chasing the dragon on foil was a good high. I didn't think it was worth the trouble. Foil gets black. Black fingerprints in the car are hard to explain.

I'm in training for a new career and we get random tests so I'm staying clean right now. I like weed, E, mushrooms, old formula oxyContin, benzos, and speed.

What's the one most important fact we should know about you? <3PLUR

I suck at sober.
 
^I miss you too, darling <3 I'm still around all the time. I spend most of my time around NMI, Blogs, and TDS these days, though I do occasionally wander over to other forums still. :)
 
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^I miss you too, darling <3 I'm still around all the time. I spend most of my time around NMI, Blogs, and TDS these days, though I do occasionally wander over to other forums still. :)
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I've been reading you since the first day I joined. I think yours was the first post I ever read.

I felt like the n00b of the century and I recognized "spork" from a different board. It might not have been the same spork but the name comforted me and made me feel instantly part of this board.

Happy Dad Day, even though I believe you are female. I hope your day is good.
 
^Your post just made my day. :) I'm not the same spork from the other board, but I hope you have a good day too! <3
 
Well with the whole heroin stuff my background on it isn't that much.. I fell in love with opiates but everything I got didn't seem to be enough/ not the intensity I wanted. Since a bad childhood exp I've been terrified of needles and I've always had someone else do it for me and I've only iv'd all other ways seem like a waste to me, not as straightforward or as nice I'd imagine.(hope that helped ) The most important fact about me? Hmm...I honestly don't know, I'll get back to you on that . And only reason I'm about 2 months sober is because it's forced, so I suck at being sober too haha and thanks for welcoming me!
 
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