Not Only Do I Have a Problem, I'm being ripped off....I am truly utterly lost
Hi Everyone,
I hope you're all well,safe and comfortable. I don't know where to post this.I think this is the appropriate place, but who knows? My apologies to the admins. I have noone to talk to about this kind of thing. Like alot of us, I come here to talk amongst others that would understand...
I have messed up alot...ALOT... when I absolutely, undoubtedly know better. I can't make excuses because that would be dishonest and utterly ridiculous. I've spent about fifty thou on H in the past six months...half of that has gone to a "friend" that gets it for me, and refuses to introduce me to the connection. They say "they don't want to meet you". What distributor doesn't want to meet a repeat,steady customer? I am so upset right now...so please, cut me a break, if you can, on the body of this post...I am beside myself w grief, anger, disappointment and alot of other feelings. Mostly, I am angry and disappointed at myself, the timing in life, greed in people, including my family. I don't really have much family...I often feel very alone, and lonely. I am an outgoing, direct and friendly person by nature...Anyway, on top of everything else, my husband and the friend attempted to rip me off tonight. Another kick in the stomach. I often get kicked in the stomach by my husband's actions, and how the friend treats me.
So, tonight everything has just come full circle. Everything I've been holding in.This is how it began: This evening, I call my piece of crap "friend" Whom, just for the record, didn't pick up his phone until 10p.m. I hadn't had anything since last night, at 7p.m.This is how this a-hole treats me...make that piece of shit...(that is what I really wanted to say, but I'm trying not to curse), I call the friend to get "one"...He told me, mind you I pay this person INSANE amounts of cash (he charges dollar for dollar on top of increasing the price by $90), I PAY him for 15-30mins of his time, he's not doing this out of the goodness of his heart I just want to be clear on that.He makes approx. $111.00. I"m serious. Where I live, that is SO MUCH money. Noone pays these kinds of prices...noone. I am stuck having to rely on this person due to not being introduced to the connection...I have asked MANY times to be introduced...but that is never going to happen-for obvious reasons... such as he would'n't get a hundred dollars for fifteen minutes-you know, little things like that (I am being sarcasting). And he always makes it like I"m so lucky, because he has to go through so much for me.Every single time I hear how I screwed up his plans, or he put everything on hold blah, blah, blah. And it's all bullshit. He's passive/aggressive..you know says cutting remarks, rude things, then laughs and says he was only kidding or it was a joke. I HATE that in a person. He has audacity that surpasses belief. If he doesn't have me as a "customer" who will pay for his for his three vehicles without me? I noticed how tricked out all the vehicles are getting. He and his wife are on DISABILITY, and of course he lied his ass off to get on it. His wife is not well. For her, I understand, even though she is really rude to me. He doesn't tell her how much money he's making from me.
Once he took me to the bank to take out about $1,200.00 for HIM...and the bills were new. You know how they stick together? Somehow, I handed him an extra two hundred or something. I did the math, and in three days, he made $1,300, by accident. I had taken Lyrica for my head, and that makes you a little out of it...so I called him out on it. He was like "oh well you gave it to me" Never in my life would I keep money someone accidentally gave me. I'd return it because I know it's a shitty thing to do...and I know how hard money is to come by, believe me. I have paid my dues and then some. And then some more. So, I get it. This guy is so audacious that it's jaw-dropping at times...
After he attempted to rip me off...which he's the one that made me suspicious anyway. I told him I'd run across the street to the ATM and get the money. He kept saying No...and telling me to have my husband go...Yeah, right. My husband couldn't even walk last night he was so wasted...and out of it. The friend wanted more money, as usual for a couple bags of H...my husband told me one amount, but together, they decided on another. My husband was planning to withdraw more money than he told me...mind you, I 'll be paying almost two thousand for the rent today...for the piece of shit house I live in...that often has no heat or hot water. I can't believe, the ppl I have been so generous to, were actually going to attempt to rip me off. Now I'm wondering how many times my husband withdrew more than I knew and kept it. That's over. He will not ever again have access to my card. I am changing my PIN number today as well.
Ok, back to last night, or earlier this morning actually. The friend treats me like shit. He actually told me, after planning to rip ME off, that he was "sick of me" This guy is the worlds BIGGEST pain in the ass...he doesn't pick up his phone for hours...sometimes I have to call about 70 times...well, I think I've went on enough and made my point. I feel so lost...and deeply saddened. I physically nauseated right now, and feel suicidal. hey, thanks for your time in listening to my small little story. I don't know how I'm going to get out of this rotten situation.