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My guy now, is different than N.Philly though....he's a bullshitter and a hustler. He's not giving up this gig. He'll never again, in this town, have one like this...and the fact that he has the balls to be disrespectful, and take his time really gets to me. I was really really ill one day this summer, and called him crying...which I never do, and that to date, and has been the one and only time. Anyway, I was crying, violently throwing up...and he made me wait seven hours, because he had to sleep...instead of getting up, and taking twenty mins to get it done. I won't forget that. Life has a way of twisting and turning. And I am well aware to never to say never. Obviously he's not.

Dopemaster....I know, I am going through the same thing. I have been on the same dose of MS Contin for about four or five years. It needs to be increased, or at least have instant release morphine added to the regime. My current Dr. is clueless and will not increase my dose despite the fact I've explained it a hundred times, and told him to read the literature if he doesn't believe me. Anyway, a pain management clinic is the way to go. I"m looking into it....they understand, and you can honestly talk to them about everything. It's worth the wait. In the meantime, continue going to your Dr. while waiting.

And yes, Dopemaster, they do sophisticated drug screens. Even the urine tests....the screen blood gasses, everything. For me, I personally wouldn't care. I want to get out of this horrible lifestyle and like Mr. S. said, stop putting my damn money, that is a miracle, and I do respect and have gratitude for, in this a'holes pocket. I"d rather get the clothes, shoes, etc. I want, go on a great vacation...and have a good savings account, and invest. So I can be proud of myself, rather than hate myself.

You guy are the best...I have no idea what time it is. I know it's late. Thanks for talking w me.
 
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Hey SB...at least you got cash on your side, and that attracts dealers like flies on honey. Im also a female. When i first moved to la, i googled the most ghetto parts of the city and found an interesting blog about scoring dope in la, which really helped me out. Soon i was on my way. Once there, i threw a homeless dude five bucks and he vouched for me and took me to a dealer. Its the same people there everyday, and after they see you coppin there several times theyll know youre legit. It just takes a lil legwork. Sorry you dont have a car. I didnt have one when i first came to la, either.

Keep your head up girly. Like i said, at least you got cash flow..
 
Cash is king.
I really do hope your situation with your shitty friend comes to an end, SB.
There's absolutely no reason why you should be getting fucked over. There's plenty of dealers out there who would love to have a constant, solid, client.
My advice - Find a dealer, drop the shit head, and get high. lol

Fortunately, I've never been in your situation. It would be kinda hard to, seeing how there's mostly open air markets where I'm from.
& Trust me, the day you lose the middleman, he will be crying & pleading for you to come back.
Yeah, he/she may act like a complete dick & milk you for all your worth, but once you're gone, he/she will realize how much he/she really needed you.
& That's when you can get your revenge.... and milk it for all its worth. hahaha.
 
^yup. me and my old friend cut out the middleman this summer by letting him use the phone and then we went into usage details and got the number and had shit in 45 mins. That was the kick in the ass that landed me in hot water so be careful cuz after that its all over
 
Yeah I used to do that shit all the time. Take the number from their phone, follow them to their connect and then introduce myself afterwards, whatever it took. I've even done that with my dealer to meet his source to get bulk product for cheap.
 
^ damn lol. Well back then my boy would take the middleman, who was his neigbor, to the dealer and then the dudes car was hot, he got locked up, then moved from the apt complex so it was harder to get in touch. so we just got the number and called up dude and was like " its D, the kid that comes up with J in the blue jetta. are you good on 2 buns"? guys like come on through in 20. and we went up right after and each got a bun. But after that i really got hooked and im glad i no longer deal with him.
 
im glad it happened tho cuz now im trying to stay on the up and up and kick this shit while im young. its crazy how 8 months of being hooked on just dope fucked me so much more then 8 years of oxy and other pharms did. im thankful it happened cuz idk where id be at right now if it didnt.
 
You know...I never thought of taking his phone. That's brilliant. He even told me the name he has "them" under. What he fails to get w me is I have a memory like an elephant. He doesn't.

Oshea...my head is not up at all. I will not have cash for long the way I'm going. I pray my heart out to figure a way out of this...and just get back to how I was prior to eight mos. ago. I took my meds as directed...my husband had a Dr.,etc....I want to not touch any of my money. As I said, I become physically ill, even vomit at times, from spending the money. I have struggled my entire life. Receiving inheritance slapped the sound out of me, if you know what I mean...things like that just dont happen to me. Anyway, this has to stop...truly. I've been down this road already...and it's not even like I enjoy it. The shit I'm getting is mediocre, w a very occassional fire factor. I can count on one hand how many times it's impressed me.

Anyway, I'm at the point, where I feel trapped, and want to get out. And Oshea, I don't mean to bitch again, but I just need to tell you guys what a dickhead this guy is...he called ME today, because I hadn't called yet...and he said "I know you're good to me and all, but I need to work a second job to make a living" O.M.G. The blood vessels in my temples popped out, and I could feel my head beating in my ears, if that makes sense to anyone. I said, "DON"T say that to me...dont'
...he works delivering pizzas on the weekends, getting paid under the table.
Well, at least I'm smiling for a minute...and guys, I don't have cash on my side. I am draining it....losing the gift I won't ever have again. I don't know if I can recover from this financially at this point...oh shit, I don't know.

Thanks for listening....you really are the best.
 
^this is the bitch about your dealer thread so complain away, we dont mind!! :) come complain here whenever you like, i kind of like listening to your adventures.

How about you ask to borrow his phone one day? Say yours is dead or you lost yours and need to call it inside your house?

Why dont you want him to get a second job, because then he will never be available? Man i feel sorry for you girl, how much was this inheritance you got?? Im curious because you said it slapped the sound out of you. How much have you spent so far? Of course you dont have to answer, im just being nosy ;) i hope things start looking up, keep us updated.

Once you ditch this guy hell realize how much HE needs YOU. Im sure he realizes it, he just hopes you dont realize it which is why he plays all theae slimey games. But of course you already know he needs you. Thats the thing that sucks about middlemen, you both kind need eachother until circumstances change for yourself and you get your own source.
 
Why dont you want him to get a second job, because then he will never be available?

I think she's saying that he's complaining that he basically shouldn't have to work a second job in addition to his "income" from her. Implying that she should up his "salary" for doing something that most of us do for people for free.
I think that's what she's saying. Which if true, that's umm, not good. I want to hit this guy with a chair or something.
 
I've thought about doing the phone trick once when my guy needed to reup and asked to use mine. I didn't do it but it sure was tempting. I would just say think it through thoroughly before trying it.

Anyways, I hate to admit it but sometimes I give my guy the impression that I'll go to one of his competitors when he negotiates too much. This generally ends the discussion. Today, I told him to just keep it when the price came in way too high (double) and he caved. I hate playing these types of games but he gets the bomb shit and I can't go back to the terrible shit I was copping before lol.
 
^^That's not a game, that's real life. If you're just upping your price to make more money than you still gotta sell the product...
I've walked away from a deal more than once because I didn't like the price.

The phone trick is definitely something I've considered but never actually done, cause it was always my friend's connect and he wasn't really charging me, plus my social anxiety is bad so it just makes me anxious to think about creating that kind of situation.
 
I've thought about doing the phone trick once when my guy needed to reup and asked to use mine. I didn't do it but it sure was tempting. I would just say think it through thoroughly before trying it.

Anyways, I hate to admit it but sometimes I give my guy the impression that I'll go to one of his competitors when he negotiates too much. This generally ends the discussion. Today, I told him to just keep it when the price came in way too high (double) and he caved. I hate playing these types of games but he gets the bomb shit and I can't go back to the terrible shit I was copping before lol.

Just don't let him know he's your only good option. Once they know they have the best shit and you can't do any better, you're at their mercy. You always have to keep them thinking you can go elsewhere anytime, even if you can't.
 
I only have to wait when it's a drought. I got one drug dealer that some times when i call him he says he's on his way back to my side of town and that he left his oxy's at home. Usually he's coming from school so it only take 30min at the most to get home and I live like 2 miles down the road. Well I'll wait and wait just starring at my phone waitin on the text. I'll wait like 45min so he can get home and get settled down and then ill text him to see what's up. I never get a text back. And I'll wait a little longer and text him again...nothing. So I just leave him alone cuz I don't wanna bother him but at the same time he said he said he's got me so you'd think he'd eventually text me but he never does so I gotta wait til the next day.

Other times, with the same dealer, I'll text him and ask if he's good and he'll text back and say "yeah bro". So I ask where he wants to meet. But some times he never texts me back. I mean damn, if you say your good and I ask where you wanna meet and you never say anythin back, it's like wtf? I you didn't wanna meet or you didn't have any than just say so, don't make me wait around.

But a couple things I hate the most is when I ask someone and they say they'll look around to see if they find any and they never call me back. Even if you don't find anything I'd still like a call back saying "sorry man I can't find anything". I hate waiting around so tell me if you can't find any. Or when thy say they're getting some now but they never let you know they got em or they never let you know that they didn't get any but don't tell me your gettin some now but your really not.

And one more thing. I hate when my dealer says to meet him somewhere in, let's say, 15 minutes for example but they end up taking twice as long or after you've been waiting forever and they tell you to meet somewhere else, smh
 
Hi Everyone,

I hope you're all well,safe and comfortable. I don't know where to post this.I think this is the appropriate place, but who knows? My apologies to the admins. I have noone to talk to about this kind of thing. Like alot of us, I come here to talk amongst others that would understand...

I have messed up alot...ALOT... when I absolutely, undoubtedly know better. I can't make excuses because that would be dishonest and utterly ridiculous. I've spent about fifty thou on H in the past six months...half of that has gone to a "friend" that gets it for me, and refuses to introduce me to the connection. They say "they don't want to meet you". What distributor doesn't want to meet a repeat,steady customer? I am so upset right now...so please, cut me a break, if you can, on the body of this post...I am beside myself w grief, anger, disappointment and alot of other feelings. Mostly, I am angry and disappointed at myself, the timing in life, greed in people, including my family. I don't really have much family...I often feel very alone, and lonely. I am an outgoing, direct and friendly person by nature...Anyway, on top of everything else, my husband and the friend attempted to rip me off tonight. Another kick in the stomach. I often get kicked in the stomach by my husband's actions, and how the friend treats me.

So, tonight everything has just come full circle. Everything I've been holding in.This is how it began: This evening, I call my piece of crap "friend" Whom, just for the record, didn't pick up his phone until 10p.m. I hadn't had anything since last night, at 7p.m.This is how this a-hole treats me...make that piece of shit...(that is what I really wanted to say, but I'm trying not to curse), I call the friend to get "one"...He told me, mind you I pay this person INSANE amounts of cash (he charges dollar for dollar on top of increasing the price by $90), I PAY him for 15-30mins of his time, he's not doing this out of the goodness of his heart I just want to be clear on that.He makes approx. $111.00. I"m serious. Where I live, that is SO MUCH money. Noone pays these kinds of prices...noone. I am stuck having to rely on this person due to not being introduced to the connection...I have asked MANY times to be introduced...but that is never going to happen-for obvious reasons... such as he would'n't get a hundred dollars for fifteen minutes-you know, little things like that (I am being sarcasting). And he always makes it like I"m so lucky, because he has to go through so much for me.Every single time I hear how I screwed up his plans, or he put everything on hold blah, blah, blah. And it's all bullshit. He's passive/aggressive..you know says cutting remarks, rude things, then laughs and says he was only kidding or it was a joke. I HATE that in a person. He has audacity that surpasses belief. If he doesn't have me as a "customer" who will pay for his for his three vehicles without me? I noticed how tricked out all the vehicles are getting. He and his wife are on DISABILITY, and of course he lied his ass off to get on it. His wife is not well. For her, I understand, even though she is really rude to me. He doesn't tell her how much money he's making from me.

Once he took me to the bank to take out about $1,200.00 for HIM...and the bills were new. You know how they stick together? Somehow, I handed him an extra two hundred or something. I did the math, and in three days, he made $1,300, by accident. I had taken Lyrica for my head, and that makes you a little out of it...so I called him out on it. He was like "oh well you gave it to me" Never in my life would I keep money someone accidentally gave me. I'd return it because I know it's a shitty thing to do...and I know how hard money is to come by, believe me. I have paid my dues and then some. And then some more. So, I get it. This guy is so audacious that it's jaw-dropping at times...

After he attempted to rip me off...which he's the one that made me suspicious anyway. I told him I'd run across the street to the ATM and get the money. He kept saying No...and telling me to have my husband go...Yeah, right. My husband couldn't even walk last night he was so wasted...and out of it. The friend wanted more money, as usual for a couple bags of H...my husband told me one amount, but together, they decided on another. My husband was planning to withdraw more money than he told me...mind you, I 'll be paying almost two thousand for the rent today...for the piece of shit house I live in...that often has no heat or hot water. I can't believe, the ppl I have been so generous to, were actually going to attempt to rip me off. Now I'm wondering how many times my husband withdrew more than I knew and kept it. That's over. He will not ever again have access to my card. I am changing my PIN number today as well.

Ok, back to last night, or earlier this morning actually. The friend treats me like shit. He actually told me, after planning to rip ME off, that he was "sick of me" This guy is the worlds BIGGEST pain in the ass...he doesn't pick up his phone for hours...sometimes I have to call about 70 times...well, I think I've went on enough and made my point. I feel so lost...and deeply saddened. I physically nauseated right now, and feel suicidal. hey, thanks for your time in listening to my small little story. I don't know how I'm going to get out of this rotten situation.

Take your money and go to a suboxone doctor and be done with all the bullshit. If you have health insurance then what you spend in a day on dope will get you enough suboxone to be well for over a month. Even if you don't have insurance what you would spend on dope in like 3-4 days will be enough to keep you well for the month.
 
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