hi there, I've been off most stuff for awhile now,on a longtime subutex script,,but readong all your posts,,reckon i can relate to most of them. For me,a personal hatred is '' powder ower '',,you know the one? It's often when someone starts to deal heroin,,or some young 1st time dealer,,they find they have this brand new power over people,,,all these plp who all of a suden want to know them, '' hey,,i'm pouler! '',, They get power and inevitably start to abuse it,,the usual stuff,,tell you they'll be there in 15mins,,only to have to keep phoning,,jesus they really get off on having people waiting,,the stupid fucks don't realise that having a group of people waiting around on the street for em may look dodgy,, esp if its in a '' nieghberhood watch ;;area, I often think about all the time I've spent waiting,,,,the amount of times i've been sick,,,,waiting,,+ the valvet underground always starts up in my head ; Lou certanly got it right,,,'',,,,,he's never early he;s always late,,first thing you learn is that ypou've always got to wait '',, so true,,so sad.
Those days are gone,,for now anyway,,,evry now+then I want something badly,,anything in reason,,so I use the net,,methadrone aint my doc,,but it's cheap+reliable,as long as I order b4 3pm,,,garanteed nxt day dlivery. If only all my past dealings could of been just as safe,easy+reliable,,,,,,,After spending 7yr;s living in Rotterdam,,scoring brown+whitye was just seldom that easy in uk,,not for me,,,god,,you could simply hook up with a runner on the street,,they'ed take you back to there mans place,,,you were made welcome,,,those guys wld actually offer you food,( these where usually morocan+Turkish,,maybe was a custom type thing,,hospatality),,,they would always let you try before you buy,,,those were the days,,,,shure,I've had good,consistant dealers in uk,, 24hours aday,,but those where the times my habbits where full on,,no wander they would always be on,,I was giving them a fortune!!!! Atleast now it's simply a case of going to my local frie3ndly chemist,,not as exciting as scoring,,when your starting to sweet,,god,,thay feeling of just scored,,on thje way home,,,yo got a sweet on+your arse is threatening toi give out,,oh well,,I aint gonna get busted or get a dodgy deal from Boots,,,,,,