I just wish I had that many hours to spare... (I do, but this weekend-for me, I am trying something else... and it's just hard to commit to at least 18 hours.)
Plus, DOC has this strange tension to it when I do it- I can get past it, but it's like I find myself "sliding" back into it. Easy to slide out, but easy to slide back in. It's uncomfortable. Feels similar to certain allergies I have had. The chloride component to this compound makes me wonder if that messes with me, but I have heard others describe similar body feelings.
I think I experienced a true hallucination- or I really don't know what that means, on DOC. I swore it was real. I was watching animals from my back porch, at my old apartment. Plenty of woods back there- but I had to move... Money. Anyways, These animals were "coming out of the woodwork", as my emotions started to heighten.
Maybe this wasn't even DOC, but for some reason I think it was. I cried. I began crying, and overflowing, and animals were overflowing. Birds. Rabbits. Lots of birds. Seemed to pay attention to me. I was full of emotion. Couldn't contain. The human animal must be strange, and these animals must be more than we make them out to be. We're all the same stock. They were curious. This is what the rational mind said- but it seemed magical.
A red-head(ed person) was on my mind, and I saw, the instant before I couldn't look anymore, a red-headed bird, straight out into the woods about 30-40 yards- the light from the canopy of trees shining around it a certain way. This was not a normal "visual". I feel it was all real.
When I looked back, it was as if they had disappeared. I thought maybe my brain had interpreted light through the water over my eyes/tears around my eyelids, as these animals, but they were sharp. I could blink my eyes, and they were there.
So I'm not sure why I'm submitting this, but in any case, it was interesting. I can't be for certain I was on DOC, but I remember feeling strung out, and I don't know what else it would have been. Some very odd things occurred on that drug. Felt like presences were around me, more than normal. Felt in contact with some place. You can manipulate this drug. You can play with it. God, I want to try it again. It's something different.
Most visual, for me... if that was a drug-induced visual, then that... and if it was even on DOC. Otherwise, IME, high-dose LSD or 2C-E. Although, I have had some very visual mushroom experiences, but they seemed to be a different kind of visual, from memory- like a visual that is felt, and the outlines are seen. Perhaps I don't remember. DOC was rather visual, as well, but I didn't push it that high, I don't think. Can't remember.
Plus, DOC has this strange tension to it when I do it- I can get past it, but it's like I find myself "sliding" back into it. Easy to slide out, but easy to slide back in. It's uncomfortable. Feels similar to certain allergies I have had. The chloride component to this compound makes me wonder if that messes with me, but I have heard others describe similar body feelings.
I think I experienced a true hallucination- or I really don't know what that means, on DOC. I swore it was real. I was watching animals from my back porch, at my old apartment. Plenty of woods back there- but I had to move... Money. Anyways, These animals were "coming out of the woodwork", as my emotions started to heighten.
Maybe this wasn't even DOC, but for some reason I think it was. I cried. I began crying, and overflowing, and animals were overflowing. Birds. Rabbits. Lots of birds. Seemed to pay attention to me. I was full of emotion. Couldn't contain. The human animal must be strange, and these animals must be more than we make them out to be. We're all the same stock. They were curious. This is what the rational mind said- but it seemed magical.
A red-head(ed person) was on my mind, and I saw, the instant before I couldn't look anymore, a red-headed bird, straight out into the woods about 30-40 yards- the light from the canopy of trees shining around it a certain way. This was not a normal "visual". I feel it was all real.
When I looked back, it was as if they had disappeared. I thought maybe my brain had interpreted light through the water over my eyes/tears around my eyelids, as these animals, but they were sharp. I could blink my eyes, and they were there.
So I'm not sure why I'm submitting this, but in any case, it was interesting. I can't be for certain I was on DOC, but I remember feeling strung out, and I don't know what else it would have been. Some very odd things occurred on that drug. Felt like presences were around me, more than normal. Felt in contact with some place. You can manipulate this drug. You can play with it. God, I want to try it again. It's something different.
Most visual, for me... if that was a drug-induced visual, then that... and if it was even on DOC. Otherwise, IME, high-dose LSD or 2C-E. Although, I have had some very visual mushroom experiences, but they seemed to be a different kind of visual, from memory- like a visual that is felt, and the outlines are seen. Perhaps I don't remember. DOC was rather visual, as well, but I didn't push it that high, I don't think. Can't remember.
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) a bit more, rather than echoing what has been said.