BlackDog_66
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 13, 2015
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Really sorry to hear that mate - I've quite a few friends struggling with getting help from government for various reasons (mental health, disability, addiction etc.) & it saddens me how much the gov't / social services don't seem to give a toss about people in vulnerable situations - whether their fault or not. I hope your problems sorts its-self out - and I apologize in advance if this sounds a bit preachy, but I really hope you can work to do what you can to prevent filling gaps in your life with drugs like this - it makes it so much harder to get off the train later - once it takes the place of better coping mechanisms it's really fucking hard to shake.
For me, I took a lot of stuff to help me cope with a time a couple years ago when my girlfriend took really seriously ill (she was in intensive care for a long time with a rare genetic disease that's fucked her kidneys and all sort) and it's still hard for me not to use when life hits me with challenges - sometimes the excuse is just needing the energy, sometimes just a break from feeling shitty but in the end the problems are still there and need to be dealt with head on rather than put to one side.
For me, MPA isn't the most harmful drug in the world, but it has at times for me been very easy to use it in substitution for parts of your life that weren't going well.
Anyway, take care & hopefully one day in the future you'll be able to take it because you want to get 'high' and have a good time, rather than as a coping strategy.
Peace,
M
For me, I took a lot of stuff to help me cope with a time a couple years ago when my girlfriend took really seriously ill (she was in intensive care for a long time with a rare genetic disease that's fucked her kidneys and all sort) and it's still hard for me not to use when life hits me with challenges - sometimes the excuse is just needing the energy, sometimes just a break from feeling shitty but in the end the problems are still there and need to be dealt with head on rather than put to one side.
For me, MPA isn't the most harmful drug in the world, but it has at times for me been very easy to use it in substitution for parts of your life that weren't going well.
Anyway, take care & hopefully one day in the future you'll be able to take it because you want to get 'high' and have a good time, rather than as a coping strategy.
Peace,
M