It's a shame when ones mental health relies on important bodily functions and those functions don't work properly. So yeah, not doing well and going downhill. Slowly.
Only a matter of time before I turn to the last resort. It will happen again because it keeps on threatening to do so. Only a matter of time. Be gone whatever this is, be gone. Body betrays me one more time and I will betray it in the most brutal manner imaginable.