itsALLfake
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I love you youkai
You had them, now you must live with them.
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You had them, now you must live with them.
love you too.itsALLfake said:I love you youkai
jimbu said:yesterday morning i hung out at a friends for a bit. he then went to play soccer and told me he'd be round to do some weights at mine after his game.
so i went home and had a nap.
i fell into a light sleep and hit a kind of lucid state.
i woke up (at least i thought i'd woken up, i was still asleep) to the sound of my message tone on my phone. i thought "it must be M letting me know he's out front or something" and ignored it. my doorbell rang, and my mum let mick in. he was talking loudly (as he does) about his socer game. mum came upstairs to wake me up. she walked into my room and i realised i had sleep paralysis! i panicked and began breathing rapidly, hoping she'd notice and shake me awake. i'm not sure how long i was stuck there, but when i managed to wake myself up, mum wasn't in the room. i had dreamed the whole thing!
i looked at my phone, no msg. 5 seconds later, the doorbell rings, i hear M talking loudly to my mum, mum takes him upstairs to my room.
sychronicity or coincidence?
i lean towards coincidence, since i was expecting M to turn up, and knew it would play out something like that. but still a spinout.
I totally agree... Nothing IS indeed very meaningfulsamadhi_smiles said:The realization that nothing is intrinsically meaningful
I think synchronicity is Maya when it comes down to it, but I think Maya has a pattern that is synchronized.samadhi_smiles said:the thought that there could even be a synchronicity is Maya (illusion).
Sounds like psilocybin.lolsamadhi_smiles said:This has a lot to do with being curled up in a fetal position in the woods,
Intelligent entities
Please explain your thoughts about a-synchronicity found through your psychedelic experience.
samadhi_smiles said:I believe that place of ecstasy, synchronicity, bliss, and euphoria is not a delusion, Xorktoh. It cannot be. It is so real.
I definitely agree with this statement. It has become clear to me over the last couple weeks. The catalyst was a very personal and cleansing psilocin trip.Xorkoth said:For the record, I don't think it is either. But I'm also fairly sure that it's impossible to maintain for long with drugs, or at least while using drugs as a crutch.