placebonaut
Bluelighter
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same here, I need an all consuming obsession or intoxication, otherwise I feel like I'm going crazyI remember when my drinking was out of control, so I somehow managed to stop altogether, and now not even a drop.
BUT
Several years later, still no booze, but doing more narc than ever before.
I’ve never really been happy unless I’m intoxicated on something to varying levels.
Nothing feels quite right when you’re sober![]()
