Hi dear lighters this will sound confusing but I'm dealing twice a month explaining this and it's manipulating which makes me hating myself and frustrating that pregabs are not only for my anxiety, pain,( 2 surgeries). It's addictive and hard to maintain( Rivotril-klonazepam was great but I'm somehow allergic)
I do not fear anything as this f...substance, as my familly doc is old and she's been helpfull in matter of thing that as I ran out earlier she was prescribeing me more cause Pregabs was tool that kicked benzos out. And that was on like for a year and now she just don't or wont understand that is addictive as hell, atleast I tried to say to make plan to taper to stable dose but then she prescribe me xanax or lorazepam to not feel wd symptoms. My psych which gave me termin in like a week and she prescribed me 750mg daily dose cause my benzo wd and that is higher than HDD., she understands. And psych is like big boss and we get allong as I'm clean every month
I dont drink alcohol only smoke cigs last 3 years.
I'm on 2mg bupe maintenance( tramadol, morphin, bupe)
750mg pregabalin
Lorazepam as needed.
I have some Concerta which helps me with fatigue and to focus but is on special presc. Which means it's expensive but I have it. Legally
The only thing what bothers me,
Why am I feeling scared and frustrated when I have couple pills of pregabs. I have 600mg Lyrica left for couple days, have a new job interview.
Obviously I have Xanax and Lorsilan( lorazepam), subutex, Concerta
Is it possiblle that Lyrica makes me miserable even near all those meds? Why?Is it possiblle because I need to repeat myself to my doc like I'm a new guy every time i come.?
I know it's vol.call.chann.blocker and not Gaba agonist,antagonist!?, Will mentioned meds can help me this week? As i dont wanna explain her again which was said and agreed.
I will definettely try to taper plan with psych but something about benzos makes me forgetfull, and I have rash from Xanax and Diazepam not big but weird.
Phenibut is out of the option.
Am I being scared for no reason?
Sorry for long post
Love, peace