I have no more desire to take LSD. The last time I took it was much stronger than I was hoping it would be. I tried to abort the trip but with nothing on hand to do that what actually ended up happening was intensifying the trip with lemon juice (don't ask how that decision was reached). Actually that probably didn't do anything but stir up the angst of the entire situation.
LSD didn't do anything for me really in terms of unlock the doors of ultimate neverending freedom/liberation nor make me enlightened. IT is a drug, and while it may have benefited me in more ways than other drugs (my first trip left me really depressed on the comedown despite being incredibly euphoric, can't say you should try it if you take SSRI's as I was way back in early high school but it didn't interact dangerously with it minus messing up my serotonin chemistry I am thinking) I can't say it is something out of a magical fantasy novel that can really produce wonders that remain once the drug is long gone. But what can really? Well this isn't about magic nor fantasy so let's get on with it then.
Visuals never mattered to me. That's just your brain on drugs, like get over it already. Anyways I feel that many visuals are distractions and nothing more really. That is just my take on them. Hallucinations are false in many cases. Just fake nonsense with no real meaning. Another distraction in my eyes. Now visions are something I could see holding some kind of meaning and value perhaps but I never had them on LSD. Mushrooms on the other hand sent me deep into shamanic trance and the whole experience became a visionary consciousness thing where I was literally removed from reality into a dream state.
LSD basically whipped me into shape really quick on the last and most powerful trip and said to me you don't need to keep taking drugs to be happy and live a full life, including me.
A list of what I took. I think I said enough. Not a trip report type. Can't say I needed to take LSD but where I was at the time taking it I can say it never hurt me or sent me to a psych ward like alcohol did once (wasn't truly admitted but I spent the night). Phenibut made me insane FFS, LSD never made me crazy contrary to what anti-drug propaganda would like you to believe (there was a myth about becoming legally insane after taking X amount of acid when we were younger). However I have heard stories of people taking it in my high school who took it too far, they dosed too much strong blotter and had scary experiences. Bad trips if you will. Also I heard of someone who always got sad on the comedown so be careful if you take it and make sure you don't have mental health issues to begin with. And also I have heard of "10-strip" eaters who just tripped themselves out of this world somehow whereas my friends and I couldn't even think of eating half that much. Experiences are relative I guess. Stay healthy.
1st trip was mainly only visual (not a real trip but there were visuals! I think the cube lost alot of potency as the source was trusted and it was left outside one night after being stored in a closet for a long time, was nervous about taking it once I acquired it so I held onto it for months, perhaps that is why I always wanted to store it inside a fridge after this) and I took it in school. I remember some visuals clearly but nothing to say beyond that. How is that possible? It is apparently. Sugar cube in tinfoil. Tinfoil was just holding it until it was dropped.
2nd trip: Spiderman blotter. Super potent. Dosed two. Incredible high. The mental trip was pronounced and we all knew we were tripping (one of us had tripped before and had taken very strong acid so we weren't all uninitiated I guess). Outside at a park. Cannabis was smoked in the woods which just felt like wonderland or something. Super euphoric without any trace of fear. Massively confident and rejoicing in the effects. Clean as a whistle LSD. Wanted to redose but didn't for some reason, perhaps a shortage of blotter. The only downside was feeling really low energy on the comedown and drained basically. All the magic vanished once the effects wore off. Completely forgotten upon comedown.
3rd trip: This might actually be the fourth as more spiderman was taken at a Phil Lesh concert and afterwards at home, same incredibly clean and fun dosing experience as the first time it was dropped. Anyways let's just call these pyramids acquired at an Allman Bros concert the 3rd. Also orange jellies. Taken together. The thing is mushrooms were taken too which sent me into unconscious trance involving a loss of control. I don't know what would have happened had the 3.5g of mush NOT been taken with the four hits of doses. Who knows but we tumbled much further into the rabbit hole than intended and there were bad things that happened but no one was hurt nor arrested so all was good in the end.
4th trip: Actually I might be out of order here so let me just call this one the white fluff sessions. Beautiful LSD and the blotter just represents where it is coming from I guess I mean LSD is LSD regardless of blotter style right? Well this was better than any taken so far and was acquired at a RatDog show or from some deadhead in a lot of some remaining dead member's band's show. Wasn't Phish. Visuals were pleasant but again that is just eye candy like what's the big whoop dude? Minor insights but I was just a lost drug using wannabe hippie around this time. Did not harm me at all, was clean as a whistle LSD like dude it isn't deadly or mind corroding stuff.
5th trip: Cherubs. Really nice acid. From a deadhead friend. Insights were more prominent than visuals if I recall correctly.
Final trip: Chinese needlepoint disguised as stinky cheese WHAT?! Don't ask. Idk wtf was going on but it was so strong. It felt like I wanted to end it but I couldn't and I just had to ride it out. It just ate into every cell of my body and upon the morning I felt like a new person and since then have never thought about trying acid again.
This song is just because I like it. Like I said acid never hurt my mind but hey I can see how it could if you have underlying issues already. Stay safe know your source and all I can say is NBOMe's are not LSD.
LSD didn't do anything for me really in terms of unlock the doors of ultimate neverending freedom/liberation nor make me enlightened. IT is a drug, and while it may have benefited me in more ways than other drugs (my first trip left me really depressed on the comedown despite being incredibly euphoric, can't say you should try it if you take SSRI's as I was way back in early high school but it didn't interact dangerously with it minus messing up my serotonin chemistry I am thinking) I can't say it is something out of a magical fantasy novel that can really produce wonders that remain once the drug is long gone. But what can really? Well this isn't about magic nor fantasy so let's get on with it then.
Visuals never mattered to me. That's just your brain on drugs, like get over it already. Anyways I feel that many visuals are distractions and nothing more really. That is just my take on them. Hallucinations are false in many cases. Just fake nonsense with no real meaning. Another distraction in my eyes. Now visions are something I could see holding some kind of meaning and value perhaps but I never had them on LSD. Mushrooms on the other hand sent me deep into shamanic trance and the whole experience became a visionary consciousness thing where I was literally removed from reality into a dream state.
LSD basically whipped me into shape really quick on the last and most powerful trip and said to me you don't need to keep taking drugs to be happy and live a full life, including me.
A list of what I took. I think I said enough. Not a trip report type. Can't say I needed to take LSD but where I was at the time taking it I can say it never hurt me or sent me to a psych ward like alcohol did once (wasn't truly admitted but I spent the night). Phenibut made me insane FFS, LSD never made me crazy contrary to what anti-drug propaganda would like you to believe (there was a myth about becoming legally insane after taking X amount of acid when we were younger). However I have heard stories of people taking it in my high school who took it too far, they dosed too much strong blotter and had scary experiences. Bad trips if you will. Also I heard of someone who always got sad on the comedown so be careful if you take it and make sure you don't have mental health issues to begin with. And also I have heard of "10-strip" eaters who just tripped themselves out of this world somehow whereas my friends and I couldn't even think of eating half that much. Experiences are relative I guess. Stay healthy.
1st trip was mainly only visual (not a real trip but there were visuals! I think the cube lost alot of potency as the source was trusted and it was left outside one night after being stored in a closet for a long time, was nervous about taking it once I acquired it so I held onto it for months, perhaps that is why I always wanted to store it inside a fridge after this) and I took it in school. I remember some visuals clearly but nothing to say beyond that. How is that possible? It is apparently. Sugar cube in tinfoil. Tinfoil was just holding it until it was dropped.
2nd trip: Spiderman blotter. Super potent. Dosed two. Incredible high. The mental trip was pronounced and we all knew we were tripping (one of us had tripped before and had taken very strong acid so we weren't all uninitiated I guess). Outside at a park. Cannabis was smoked in the woods which just felt like wonderland or something. Super euphoric without any trace of fear. Massively confident and rejoicing in the effects. Clean as a whistle LSD. Wanted to redose but didn't for some reason, perhaps a shortage of blotter. The only downside was feeling really low energy on the comedown and drained basically. All the magic vanished once the effects wore off. Completely forgotten upon comedown.
3rd trip: This might actually be the fourth as more spiderman was taken at a Phil Lesh concert and afterwards at home, same incredibly clean and fun dosing experience as the first time it was dropped. Anyways let's just call these pyramids acquired at an Allman Bros concert the 3rd. Also orange jellies. Taken together. The thing is mushrooms were taken too which sent me into unconscious trance involving a loss of control. I don't know what would have happened had the 3.5g of mush NOT been taken with the four hits of doses. Who knows but we tumbled much further into the rabbit hole than intended and there were bad things that happened but no one was hurt nor arrested so all was good in the end.
4th trip: Actually I might be out of order here so let me just call this one the white fluff sessions. Beautiful LSD and the blotter just represents where it is coming from I guess I mean LSD is LSD regardless of blotter style right? Well this was better than any taken so far and was acquired at a RatDog show or from some deadhead in a lot of some remaining dead member's band's show. Wasn't Phish. Visuals were pleasant but again that is just eye candy like what's the big whoop dude? Minor insights but I was just a lost drug using wannabe hippie around this time. Did not harm me at all, was clean as a whistle LSD like dude it isn't deadly or mind corroding stuff.
5th trip: Cherubs. Really nice acid. From a deadhead friend. Insights were more prominent than visuals if I recall correctly.
Final trip: Chinese needlepoint disguised as stinky cheese WHAT?! Don't ask. Idk wtf was going on but it was so strong. It felt like I wanted to end it but I couldn't and I just had to ride it out. It just ate into every cell of my body and upon the morning I felt like a new person and since then have never thought about trying acid again.
This song is just because I like it. Like I said acid never hurt my mind but hey I can see how it could if you have underlying issues already. Stay safe know your source and all I can say is NBOMe's are not LSD.
