Well day 4, I caved in. Took 1.5 g of plain leaf. Guess I couldn't handle the boredom and shitty mental feeling. All physical pains left after 3 days for me. But the mental withdrawal felt like it was going strong. Now I am tapering phenibut so I'm sure that adds to the recipe, maybe too fast as I didn't sleep well last night which kind of made me want to take kratom so I'm not so pissed off at work.
My tolerance is back to 0 just after 3 and a half days. 1.5gs feels awesome.
So, it’s been ten days since your last post, liftedgift. How is it now? How are you feeling? And if you decide not to continue with the taper off did you end up back on the kratom? Let us know how you’re doing, if you can.
As for myself… I have been using about 20-30g a day. I absolutely LOVE this stuff… it’s amazing. I can stay awake, my vision doesn’t get fucked up (which REALLY sucks to me, since all I normally do is readreadread). I feel FANTASTIC.
It’s only MILDLY similar to opiates, in my opinion, in my body, with my body's own pharmacology, in that I feel so warm and happy. I still dose it the same way as I did the first time when I got my first 25g sample in the mail (green malay… wonderful strain); i.e. I will put a mug in the microwave, heat it until the water bubbles and drop 10-15g in, put an estimated teaspoon of agave nectar in, and just drink it like tea. (yes, I know… it’s a lot. I love the high doses. I usually take high doses of most things anyway). It tastes fantastic. I’m weird, I guess, eh?
On the up-side! I haven’t used a single opiate (not even my fentanyl patches for pain… No heroin, no Dilaudid [this is weird to me…], nothing but kratom) since I posted in this thread last month.
Go figure, eh? Wasn’t even a hard switch. It was overnight. Haven’t bought anything else, don’t have anything else, except about a kg of green malay. I’m so happy about this.
@CaptainKratom
Would you mind answering a question or two? What would you say is the best strain for complete relaxation? No stimulation, maybe even something that WILL make me “blurry” in the vision or fall asleep? That’s nice at the end of a long day. I still use MDPV daily too, and, while kratom makes the body load next to nothing, I’d also like a more relaxed sleep if possible. I’d rather not go back to buying heroin or vials of Dilaudid to inject as-per-usual. I’ve completely kicked them; I have no need to go back if there’s a strain that might do that for me. Thanks!
I’m definitely not worried about developing a dependence to kratom. I’m perfectly fine taking it the way I do, and I will likely always use drugs for as long as I live. I like them. I live life perfectly fine, I’m very successful and they don’t hinder me. So, there’s that, in case you’re possibly worried about the all-important HR aspect we all care so much about.
The one thing that gives me hope is kratoms community. Kratom has one of the strongest and most vocal communities of any plant that I know of. They won't hesitate to contact lawmakers and express their opinion. They have saved a few states from banishment…
I couldn’t agree more, from what I’ve been reading, and how close you guys seem to be. Almost like the hippies of old.

But that’s not saying it’s a bad thing, of course. You guys are similar to the cannabis folk, except they’re about 9001× more populace than you guys (and far more well known). But, comparatively, you’re just as vocal and smart, with just as much knowledge and information about your beautiful, beautiful plant.
…but if indonesia bans exports and growth completely expect to see a massive shortage and an incredible raise in price, I dont think it will dissapear though it will likely be grown locally instead.
Indonesia is planning to ban the export of kratom…? Shit… *buys multiple kg…*
Once you tell me what the best stimulant + relaxation strains are, of course.

You seem incredible well-versed in everything kratom. Props!
(P.S. Woooo~ 100th post! Only took forever + a day.

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