Hey amanitadine, thanks you sound like you really know your kratom.

Im glad to hear about your experiences esp since youve been taking it for a while. I have gotten my krat from some really top notch places on line and there was no comparison between the headshop crap and the good online vendors. You are so right, the headshops are insanly over priced! Problem is, I think this one place I got it from(and I usually only stick to Bali or Indo no enhanced or extracts) is almost too strong for me even though it is just plain ground bali.
I am now at about 3 teaspoons, at the very most 4 per day, but either its too strong, too high of an amount for me personally, or maybe my body is suddenly forming some sort of an aversion to it. Just in the last two days Ive had to cut my dose down to 1/2 teaspoon at a time because of this and Ive still been having some really bad BP issues right after I take it. It totally sucks because school is about to start and I REALLY dont wanna go through CT withdrawals.
The thing with me is that although krat withdrawals are usually pretty easy for most people, like you mentioned could make some peoples worse is that I have really abused opiates including H in the past. It seems all it takes is a few uses of ANYTHING for me to set paws off all oevr again.

So thats why I always seem to get stuck on it. I do have clonidine I can use if it gets bad that was prescribed for me for anxiety but I know if the BP keeps up thats not good and that why I am trying to procede with the taper as fast as possible. I just HOPE the bp eases up and I will still be able to taper.
Like you said, I have also found water helps alot.You know something else thats weird, I read the study about the kratom eaters in Thailand and how one thing it caused was skin darkening over time.. well in the short period Ive been using it I swear I think Ive seen that happen a couple of times on my cheeks( but it went away so not sure). I know Im sensitive but crap thats kinda ridiculous. Its good to hear the tapering has worked for you.I guess tomorrow I will start with only a quarter teaspoon when needed and NO caffeine and keep my fingers crossed.Does that plan sound rational? What do you think about me maybe finding a super relaxing strain like tranquil indo or something else taper from? Its frustrating cause its hard to know what your getting with the different consitency with vendors and all.
CRAP, sorry I got back and posted twice here but it looks like I am going to have to come off of this stuff the hard way!I have only had one and a half teaspoons today and although I dont have a bp machine the clonidine does bring me MUCH closer to baseline but a couple hours after it starts wearing off it starts creeping back up. The feeling is just a super irritable, exhausted, stressed out, cracked out feeling that grows more and more intense no matter if I take more or not and starts from the very first dose.
Does anyone know maybe a good watered down tincture of kratom that might help make the next few days more bearable? I would think that maybe a quarter teaspoon diluted in some water maybe taken every couple hours wouldnt do me that bad and would make what Im about to go through a little better but who knows. This sucks! Btw, it got so bad I had to go puke for the second time today from BP issues and it all calmed down right after that.