Does anyone else like kratom more than opiates?
After using kratom to get off heroin recently, I realized that I actually enjoy kratom more than heroin. I feel like such a moron for being a heroin addict all those years when I could have just used kratom instead.
There are several reasons I like it more. Of course it doesn't give me a rush like IV heroin but I find heroin so unsatisfying. As a heroin addict what typically happens is that I feel good 30 minutes after my shot and the rest of the day I just feel normal, unless I increase my dose and I am always unsatisfied and wanting more. WIth kratom, a strong dose gets me high 2-3 hours and there is no compulsive desire to re-dose.
I also find the high more enjoyable than heroin. On heroin all I wanna do is relax and be lazy, on kratom I am motivated to get things done. Heroin blocks my emotions and puts me into an opiate haze, kratom does not. I am more conscious on kratom vs heroin, heroin feels purely escapist whereas with kratom I am more engaged with life. I also find kratom to be far superior as a painkiller. Heroin seems to kill pain well the first few days but as soon as I get a habit, I feel pain just as much as I always did and even more so when the amount of heroin in my system lessens. WIth kratom, I get good pain relief from it.
On heroin I am always miserable except right after I shoot up, so my whole life revolves around that. On kratom, I feel so much better and happier.
Anyone else feel this way?