jeebus13
Bluelighter
falling apart in my room again
and I can't tell if I ever recovered from
the last time you DECIMATED me
I think the last time I felt good
was the last time
for quite a while
exquisite how beautifully
pain and time swirl together around me
like some quiet ocean eddy
I can feel the end
and it feels like sex with you
in the quiet town we both left behind...
"... for something better."
you were lookin to trade up
the moment we hit the highway
and, truthfully, so did I
too bad...
we could have fallen apart- with each other
but it's too late for that
Now I'm only thinking of myself
and the last words I spoke before you left...
"While you're out could you get me some smokes, a sixer, and that cute blonde that works at the Marathon station. <insert derisive mumbled phrase here> And don't take too long."
At least you remembered the beer.
and I can't tell if I ever recovered from
the last time you DECIMATED me
I think the last time I felt good
was the last time
for quite a while
exquisite how beautifully
pain and time swirl together around me
like some quiet ocean eddy
I can feel the end
and it feels like sex with you
in the quiet town we both left behind...
"... for something better."
you were lookin to trade up
the moment we hit the highway
and, truthfully, so did I
too bad...
we could have fallen apart- with each other
but it's too late for that
Now I'm only thinking of myself
and the last words I spoke before you left...
"While you're out could you get me some smokes, a sixer, and that cute blonde that works at the Marathon station. <insert derisive mumbled phrase here> And don't take too long."
At least you remembered the beer.
