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The Journey so far (How tripping was the end of the beginning)

Psychocibe

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Introduction: This is it so far, what I have discovered so far in my metaphysical journey. It started, ubiquitously enough, with mind altering substances. They are a key, but now I realise they aren't a beginning. Not even the state of mind is the key as such. It is really how the paradox unfolds.............

so here we go, no real point of origin as I have, currently, lost my point of reference...........



We all find keys to the same conclusion...

You know what happened?? Life just happened, every moment a beginning and an end in the vastness of existence: the infinitley finite spiralling projection of a universe and more...

MORE WHAT?!?!

More or less it will impress; infinity and finity an illusion spawned by the paradox of time. It's all in flux and gravitating towards itself.

The Universe is a machine, a computer if you will, trying to crack it's own code:

The Singularity Sequence. A enigma, a puzzle waiting to be solved. The paradox loop ready to be broken.

It's apt to presume there are multiple, parrallel dimensions and realities. Many a universe and some are born of choice.

Concious minds are in all vibrations. They are the infrastructure of this machination. An equation to transcend it's own mathematical abrastraction. To break the Singularity Sequence.

Hold on!! When you see time as an object, relative to x, y, z

X,Y,Z,T: Length, Breadth, Depth and Duration.

Think of the duration as a length of thread. Imagine the duration of time as a whole if you must. Follow it, and it seems overwhelmingly limitless....Until you run through the entire coil and experience negative and positive, co-existing,
both contradictions existing in it's entirity, in it's unique form as a singularity.

As this is what is referred to as a paradox, it is meant to be an improbability. Non conclusive. Non perpetuating. Yet, we as third dimensional creatures just see this singularity break off into a series of sequences. Branching out and getting ever more complex, then gravitating into itself again and deconstructing itself back to this original singularity.

It's true boys and girls: generally we had the answer all along, always stumbling over it because it sounds too incomprehendable. Because the answer to the question is the answer itself. The very effort the tangents of existence have to go through, in cracking its own code is the trigger, the potentiating force behind the construction/deconstruction patterns. A simple piece of code that starts of with the most fundamental elements of existence. Some have called it the dualities and such. But when you delve into the true nature of the paradoxical core, the epicentre of the singularity sequences, you find that "numbers" "mathematics" "equations" "rationale" "logic" are all just abstractions; symptoms of this infinite finity.

Is your mind melting yet?

IT'S A FUCKING COSMIC JOKE!!

Some will laugh, some will try to figure out the joke, and then this cosmic joker will just laugh right back.

It's all so loving, it's all so hateful, it's all motions and emotions and spiralling conclusions of inconclusion. It all seems to come back to the same point. No true point of origin or destination. Yet a finite surface, object, what have you.

The truth my friends, is that everything and nothing are one and the same.

What we see as 3rd dimensional creatures is all a trick of the light. Even a television can trick us into this false sense of reality. You can capture and project a moment, run a ream of frames at 17-30 frames a second and you have the illusion of a two dimensional surface projecting 3 dimensional images that our range of perception can relate as a representation of "reality"

Everything and nothing is the same thing (REPEAT!!) Hit that moment of divinity, of perfect harmony of the spiral of existence. The vortex "expanding" and "shrinking" at the "same time" in all "directions".

Our universe is not expanding nor shrinking as such. It's all in relation to a sense of ratio and dimension. Our universe may physically be expanding yet there is some other bubble around it that expands in a volume greater than what it is expanding over. So really, while one thing gets really big, the other thing is actually getting smaller.

I will conclude with this else I might fall into a loop. I've already lost my point of reference at the moment. I will find it because it is always there. Though I still got the fear in me.

Sorry for an unusual trip report, I know I didn't really go into any of the ol' "what drugs I've taken" "what I did" kinda shit. Yep, no disecting visuals or being overwhelmed by them. I've done a shitload of various hallucinogens, in various combinations and doses.

I have found this......It starts off as a somewhat of a ride. You get off that ride when you've been on it enough times, and you don't need to do massive doses, just the key dose and let your adventurous mind do the rest. It seems the natural "conclusion" to all these mind changing substances, is that you are learning that you don't need them. It is the end of the beginning. And when you lose your point of reference, when you aren't just strapped into some big hokey ride going at improbable speeds and such, when your off the tracks...........It still ends up much the same yet always different.

It's all beautiful. Love it or hate it, it's a damn good piece of art. A very clever little pandoras box.

I will say just to that yes, all this is of "divine conception". And that is a whole other loop that will end up with the same answer :P


Peace Out and mind your step
 
Psychocibe said:
Peace Out and mind your step

^or you might TRIP and fall into a collection of randomly combobulated quaziconcepts commingled with paraphrases and bits of ideas.

soup is soup but parts is parts. where's the beef?
 
ChildOfTheFuture the infinitley finite... maybe you want to take a break from the drugs?

Order yourself a copy of Ram Dass - Be Here Now, eat 3-4-5 hits of strong acid and read the middle brown part. Report back.

:p
 
I used to love to wander into systems of unexpected ever-endings: it was as if you happened upon the first dtory ever told, every single time it was told.
 
There are as many realities, as there are living consciousnesses on this very very small speck of a planet even smaller then, it's so goggle Plex'n~

There are as many stars in this Galaxy, as there are Galaxies in this conceived universe, which out numbers the stars with-in the milky way. The universe is timeless and vast. There are multiple parallel dimensions and realities as there are multiple universes.

None of this means much, whit out the minds of humans whom has manifested this reality. The biggest limitation we have conceived is that we can not live out side of this planets atmosphere with out the help of a self contained man made environments. But we will i believe in the the future.

So maybe the one biggest limitation we have is our emotions, keeping us/most from traveling out side our physical bodies i.e. remote viewing, Astra projection etc... where so attached to these bodies.

Al tough, all of this really simply rest on the head of a pin; anything can happen to the human existence at any moment i.e. someone pushes the button, asteroid hit, pandemic. The clincher is that our sun is gonna consume us eventually! Dispersing our consciousnesses throughout the universe and beyond.

Turn off your mind, relax
and float down stream
It is not dying
It is not dying

Lay down all thought
Surrender to the void
It is shining
It is shining

That you may see
The meaning of within
It is being
It is being

That love is all
And love is everyone
It is knowing
It is knowing

That ignorance and hate
May mourn the dead
It is believing
It is believing

But listen to the
color of your dreams
It is not living
It is not living

Or play the game
existence to the end
Of the beginning
Of the beginning
Of the beginning
Of the beginning
Of the beginning
Of the beginning



When you've seen beyond yourself
then you may find peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see we're all one
And life flows on within you and without you.

Jesus walked on water; A man with out limitations, he said you can to!
Damn I'm high
Namaste
 
hahaha....yeah it's all a brain fart :P

Nothing I told is very new, and really shit I knew or thought I knew...until I connected all my journeys, realised they had the underlying message that everything and nothing are the same thing....unfortunately this information is irrelevant to humans.

Remember...it's only relevant when there is a point of relevance. It's all in the mind.....and yet most never question it.....it's all some sort of dogma, rhetoric, etc. Close ur mind, live the sequence, don't ask questions, eat, shit sleep and die motherfuckers :D

and one more thing....soup or not...it really is just a joke....everything is...cosmic fucking joke....so don't take it seriously...even language is a joke, a limit. What is language but a bunch of stupid apes pointing at something and making stupid noises...to identify and interact with their surroundings...too fucking funny.

Peace Out and shit a brick
 
Psychocibe said:
Sorry for an unusual trip report, I know I didn't really go into any of the ol' "what drugs I've taken" "what I did" kinda shit. Yep, no disecting visuals or being overwhelmed by them. I've done a shitload of various hallucinogens, in various combinations and doses.

That's what makes a trip report, and since this lacks it all, I'm closing it. However, I think you'll find this better suited to Words or Drug Culture; you're more likely to find the response you're after.

Let me know which you prefer.
 
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