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The I'm Fucked Megathread: Running out in limbo land

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Fuck it don't want a boring day so gonna have some more vallies again to get me nicely chilled out.
 
I have never tried mepth,and I think that it's quite lucky for me that I haven't.
The shit sounds more addictive than hitting the crack pipe.
Give me some crack & a pipe & I won't stop until its gone and then I will scrape out any remnants from the pipe and smoke them also.
£10 of crack is not enough but then a £1000 worth wouldn't be enough either and this meph stuff sounds like it would affect me in the same way.
So I will stay away from that stuff.
 
I never tried it either max, I totally agree with you on the crack front! I once had a lot of access and smoked £1400 worth in a night with my ex! Took a lot of gear to come down from that I'll tell ya! :)
 
Fucking hell Acidtek that must have been one hell of a session (wish I had been there).
But as you know it doesn't matter how much crack you've got you always wish you had some more.
After your session I bet you still wished that you had another £10 stone once the rest had gone.
 
Defo max mate, still wanted more! Let's just say it didn't come in 20 stones either! After paying that back I always made sure I had two bags for every stone I had, it was the only way to stop me from running into massive problems mate! I'm sure you can relate :)
 
I sure can mate. That's why I am glad I no longer have the contacts for it as the London gang that travelling up to Cambridge to sell it all got nicked eventually.
Am off the heroin now as well but still take methadone, 40ml a day but I'm working on reducing that as well because I don't want to be reliant on anything anymore.
I take it that you are still doing great regarding staying off the gear?
 
Yeah doing really well thanks mate! :) sounds like you're doing well too, great news! 40ml is not that much, still not going to be pleasent to come off, but defo achievable! It's such a great feeling when you finally realise that you don't want to be dependent on a substance hey? :) I'm so pleased for you buddy! Heroin really is an addictive beast and I hope you continue winning you're fight :) <3
 
Thanks a lot mate and well done on all you've achieved.
The last time I had any gear was August 31st this year so not so long back.
I've tried quitting before but something is different this time. Whether its my age as I'm 41 now or something else. Whatever it is, something has changed inside me this time and I have no desire to return to using again & that's the first time I've truly felt like this.
I feel free not waking up thinking about gear as soon as my eyes open.
I'm ready to truly live my life and to somehow make up for all those wasted years.
I just want a life like everyone else has. With my determination I know that I will get what I want from my life now.
Stories like yours certainly help and give me targets to aim for.
Once off the green stuff I will feel like I have truly made it.
 
Max that is a joy to hear you say you've been clean since August! It's not about age, I'm only 26, you just get to a point where you feel like you're wasting life! You're always a very kind person to everybody! I'm so glad good things are happening for you mate! :) keep me updated on how you're doing via pm mate, and you can always pm me if you need a bit of support, although you probably know more about this game than me, sometimes it can be good to be able to get things off you're chest to someone who isn't so emotionally involved in your life! Keep up the good work mate, you should be proud of all you've achieved so far! :)
 
Thank you mate. Thanks also for your offer of support cos like you say its sometimes easier to talk to someone who's not emotionally attached.
I will keep you updated by PM in the future just to let you know how things are going etc.
Thanks for your kind words mate, take care.
 
Lucky boy! I've been working my way through half a g of camfamine (not advised at all?)

stupidly ate my etiz earlier :/

EDIT: turns out half a gram of camfetamine is hallucination territory
 
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Lucky boy! I've been working my way through half a g of camfamine (not advised at all?)

stupidly ate my etiz earlier :/

EDIT: turns out half a gram of camfetamine is hallucination territory
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I've never been above ~150mg in a session and it got really sketchy. 50mg keeps me alert and awake for hours on end, I would never have thought to binge on it for fun. Is it fun?
 
Just waiting for the AH7921 to kick in. I'm commiserating the evaporation of my o-dt hopes.

EDIT Desired effect achieved! :) Wee tumbler of grapefruit juice seems to have helped the stuff hit a bit harder than I feared.
 
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