The I'm Fucked Megathread: Gobbbad with a Saudi

[knock]

yeah you're right, fuck sake Shambles, but there I was thinking "Pagey's onto something new here with the trees and all" and you've gone and blown a hole in it

 

[Shambles]

Hehe. Am luvvin these oldskool acid vidz tonight

I suspect you will approve of this one, Pagey

Or will do when you wake anyway cos am guessing sleep caught up with ya. Afterglow a-go-go later though so enjoy the snoozes

 

[Shambles]

yeah you're right, fuck sake Shambles, but there I was thinking "Pagey's onto something new here with the trees and all" and you've gone and blown a hole in it

Ha! Oh nonononono, that wasn't the intent at all. Was chatting wiv Pagey 'bout all those trees and shapes and stuff at the time and I happen to agree with her. It's just another way of trying to make sense of it is all. Taking pieces of it back with you and all that.

That last 50s acid vid wot I dun did post up there really does sum it up extraordinarily well I must say though.

"I wish I could talk in Technicolor"

 

[Shambles]

Postie's just been and morning CWE has just been consumed. The two items coming together rather pleasingly cos i don't have to stress about required stuffs not arriving in time and can now relax and enjoy the scenery. I fukkin afterglows

 

[Ben So Furry]

Looks like fun was had by all. Shame I missed it but got to leave for a train journey now. Will check in on my phone later on.

Who's in charge of cleaning up the mess?

 

[Shambles]

Hehe. I think Pagey is excused clean-up duties on this occasion. She's had quite the busy night up there - I wish you'd been able to join us cos I know you "get" aMT

 

[lurching]

Ah, aMT :D I want to dip into some temporary schizophrenia as well (topped with a smidgen of euphoria/mania). Not something as involving as an aMT dose---queasy come-up and all---but a well-sized bag of ket would be wonderful... to scrawl down some epiphanies and roam among the shapes, nawmean. But it is still too early for the ket, breaking out the ket would mean a day-long binge, at least. These nuggets of Neville's Haze will have to do :D

 

[Shambles]

Hehe. aMT really is a helluva lotta fun if you can avoid the worst of the GI issues. Fortunately I don't suffer too bad with those so really is no problem for me. Is just such a friendly ol' stick of a psyche

But do envy you your weed cos a spliff would be just fukkin [perfect right now

And a line or two of ket, obviously :D

 

[Pagey]

Looks like fun was had by all. Shame I missed it but got to leave for a train journey now. Will check in on my phone later on.

Who's in charge of cleaning up the mess?

Ben I'm actually very proud of myself. My parents were sleeping in the room next door and they have no clue what happened haha. Even though I kept giggling, bumping into things and telling myself 'SHHH' very loudly. Would have been so creepy to see...I probably would've thought they were shapes if they'd come in my room. You forget using drugs isn't always the smartest thing when there's family arund :D

Ah, aMT :D I want to dip into some temporary schizophrenia as well (topped with a smidgen of euphoria/mania). Not something as involving as an aMT dose---queasy come-up and all---but a well-sized bag of ket would be wonderful... to scrawl down some epiphanies and roam among the shapes, nawmean. But it is still too early for the ket, breaking out the ket would mean a day-long binge, at least. These nuggets of Neville's Haze will have to do :D

Tbh - I always get extremely nauseous ont he come-up but I have to say I didn't notice it at all this time. I think it was probably because of how big the dose was, because when I did focus on my body I felt very sick but it was just masked by the rest the whole time. Can't say I feel good today though hah.
Temporary schizophrenia's a good way to describe it btw, thanks :D

 

[Pagey]

I have a question...can I stay in the amt world? I mean...what happens if I just don't come back? I mean how dyou go back to the flatness and greyness once you've felt whole? Wouldn't it be better for me to just stay in this colorful and complete world?
It's a serious question.

 

[Shambles]

I think you may find it kinda tricky to keep that internship on the go if you do

But, broadly speamking, no it really isn't better to stay there permanently. It may be very appealing at at times but is just like Bear was saying last night about needing to have both in your life to be able to fully appreciate either. Otherwise it's really just nodding wiv pretty colours.

 

[Bearlove]

Hows everyone today - phew was a fun night last night :D.

 

[Bearlove]

yes shambles. you saw it

bearlove that's so nice of you, you're a good person. probably not a great idea tonight because I don't think I'm making any sense...Well it all makes perfect sense in my head but I have no idea what's real or not anymore. I'm trying to bring the world into words, the other world, but it's all coming out horribly disconnected. Oh well.

No worries at all - just wanted you to know that if you needed a chat or just somebody to ramble on at you had somebody you could call who would know what was going on and wouldn't think you had gone crazy or something.

 

[Bearlove]

Bit random but -

Glad you liked them

 

[been head]

Quite fucked on some real cocaine at the moment. It's by far my favorite drug. £120 a gram does take the piss though but worth it as a treat. Definitely the best i've had for years.

 

[Pagey]

Bit random but - (excuse the state of my Ipad)

Oh I love it so much. It put a big smile on my face, thank you :D

 

[matt<3ketamine]

Muckity duckity fucked

 

[knock]

fuck me this 6-apb is lush

 

[knock]

mmmmmmmmmmm lovely!

 

[Pagey]

have fun knock!