Well Friday started Thursday,another stim binge,usual crap,porn ,porn,porn,up all night,took remaining baggie into work sneaking away behind pallets to hoof up lines,got me through the day and at least it stopped me wanking. Stimulants turn me into a compulsive masturbator. I am a wanker. Look i do go out and gibber to peeps when on stims with my razor sharp 'wit' and scintilating dribble.It's all false.
Neighbours planted micro cameras through my ceiling light fittings to gloat and laugh at my soft/hard/semi hard wankathons and have beamed them around. Listening devices were also used. I heard mutterings through the walls.
10 mgs of etizolam have been taken but i'm still wired.
Fuckin ell, very very hard to describe, you'll know it once you've tried it, the visual aspect has its own character, nothing like any other psych IMO, from the very first inhale the world around you is transformed, sparkles , glints, highlights, the world is a world of shifting mosaics, sequins, your hands, the pipe or whatever you're using, all is almost unrecognisable....part of you thinks that's it and you sort of want to stop....
But you know you need to go on and have another fucking great huff! I usually manage a 50-60mg dose in 2 huffs, that 2nd huff, hold it in deep and the visuals become something solid and tangible, the DMT sounds start chatering in your head, and you know you got to get the smoking device down somewhere and lie the fuck back quick.....but it can be hard to recognise what is what, my bed, what is it, what's going on? There's something stood in front of me, sometimes friendly sometimes mischeivous, sometimes downright malevolent looking, and he's waiting for me to fully open up and let him and his friends in, sometimes he literally pulls a crowbar out and levers me head open, other times i'll just collapse and go with him...
And then it starts to get wierd
Weed and MXE on a sunday afternoon
I've been offered some dirty stuff 500mg for £60 but I would have to clean it myself.
It'll be VERY harsh, and if you burn it you will spoil it and destroy the actives...
Put a gauze in the pipe, sprinkle a bit of weed in, put your spice in, put ANOTHER gauze on top, and just hover the flame NEAR the top of the gauze, dmt melts at about 50degrees, you'll see it melt through the first gauze and into the weed........
THEN, put the flame slightly nearer and take a long long long deep draw, as long and as deep as you can, but don't be letting tha flame touch the top gauze, you might be able to get it all in one, you'll probably *feel* like you've done it all in one after that first inhale, but go again.... :D
If you aint done DMT before, I would recommend doing it by itself first.... lay off the MXE.
Unless of course you have dont it before.
this is the way ive done it after alot of DMT wasting using a lightbulb vape (lol methhead) and various other methods and this seems to work the best for me, ive had a 3D/4D blueprint of an old medieval castle being made of sewing pins whilest being washed with fractals and indescribable colours, i feel there are more colours to be discovered behind closed eyelids after a bit of thee olde dimitri :D
i want some DMT now![]()