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The I'm Fucked Megathread: Brown? White? Granary?

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really?!

this season's mushrooms already?!

I wish! They weren't Liberty Caps though :( .

Had a great trip though, was just a low dose as I haven't had a mushie trip in over a year forgot how giggly and euphoric they were. :)
 
Utterly fucked on a speedball, the nice gouch has started now though as the white was a small deal. Off out to see a band in a min and hussle some money. I need to fix up look sharp! Fuckinghell, the trick is to keep breathing,i keep catching myself. My mates will be back soon.
 
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Utterly fucked on a speedball, the nice gouch has started now though as the white was a small deal. Off out to see a band in a min and hussle some money. I need to fix up look sharp! Fuckinghell, the trick is to keep breathing,i keep catching myself. My mates will be back soon.

Cherry.. be careful, please <3
 
Cherry I know you don't need us condescending people on the Internet giving you lectures but im seriously worried about you! I've been where your at and it's not a good place to be, living from one fix to the next, you did so well doing your trainspotting styley cluck a few weeks back, I know I should probably worry more about myself but my concern for others has always been greater, I suppose that's my downfall really. I hope this doesn't come across patronising because it's ment in the kindest way! Please take care of yourself x

Oh yeah and that beautiful boy you woke up next to was me! Lol ;)
 
Utterly fucked on a speedball, the nice gouch has started now though as the white was a small deal. Off out to see a band in a min and hussle some money. I need to fix up look sharp! Fuckinghell, the trick is to keep breathing,i keep catching myself. My mates will be back soon.

Probably easier said than done, but hopefully when you return and re read over this post yourself you might see it as a good point to start reconsidering what your doing. Going out to get money which you will then spend on something that cause you to have to remind yourself to breathe just sounds pretty damn shit to me, by no means stop doing drugs but at least consider your combinations or the amount your dosing as your body is clearly struggling to handle it, it's just no way to live that would keep your mental state happy. I'm just hoping that I misread this post.
 
I've just had asnowball n can say that unless u been their its imossible yo realte
Its just the ultimate8o
People who've had areal one will back me up , if anyone says they had one n it wasn't all that then u did it wrong;)
Once you've had one , which is usually accompanied with a smack habbit , itr puts the buzz back in.
After like 7/8 years , of hard core gear m benzos that u wouldn't belive these days.
I satarted using both cos u get that original buzz that h gave u b4 , but like all good things this eventually becomes an addiction . Crack is the most addicxtive drug i ever scene n i seen most different other scenes ,
my fav was the early 90 XTC one=D

So tis aperfect drug for selling inall countries , takes afew days 2 get a die hard group of punters n u good 2 go hence the kiddie dealer , y'no the onbe 17/19 no's fuck all about hard drugs .

Sells em though some of these lads will fuk up n go to Prison quick sharp. Others will jus grow out get a G?F n FAm, irony -oft these guys are selling to support family v often.

The rest of em branch out n se legit bizniss to wash the money n convient marriage;) Som eif sharp can be in the game but not touch a packet.
Been around decades.
2nd n 3rd West Indians generation in Bristol :)
Anyway i'm fuked but this should shed alight on sum things folk may not be so familiar with about this touchy sybject

If u live in ceretain inner city areas Crack n Smack rae like coffe n A fag for breakfast .
 
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Probably easier said than done, but hopefully when you return and re read over this post yourself you might see it as a good point to start reconsidering what your doing. Going out to get money which you will then spend on something that cause you to have to remind yourself to breathe just sounds pretty damn shit to me, by no means stop doing drugs but at least consider your combinations or the amount your dosing as your body is clearly struggling to handle it, it's just no way to live that would keep your mental state happy. I'm just hoping that I misread this post.

I don't do snowballs all of the time, just once or twice a day. Usually I'm just using H. When I meant I had to watch my breathing, was that I was just really high that it's easy to get caught up in the whole moment of it all and once the crack wears off, the H hits you and it takes some time to adjust. I know my limits. If I'm sharing a bag of H (Which I usually am) that's usually 50ml each. I know my limits if i'm dosing a bag just to myself. I also never ever use alone! My mates had just nipped out to the shop last night.

Today we've only had 3 bags of H, and one White (to make a shared snowball) shared between me and the lad i'm with. I dunno what i'm doing tonight yet, he's gone back out to work, I was going to go with him, but I'm enjoying some time to myself at themoment after having my quota of number of people who are allowed in my flat filled for most of the day!

I do know my limits. I do intend to stop, I did attempt to on Monday, but being left totally on my own led to me cracking and giving up. When I feel the time is right, I will sort myself out. If I try when I'm not wanting to, i'll fail.

Thank you for the concern. I may seem pretty stupid at the moment, and maybe even be acting it, but i'm aware of what i'm doing, and i will stop when I'm ready.
 
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and blessed are the vendors, who cirrectly mark their baggies. and blessed are the people who put their sstuff back in the right places. it is both helpful and good.

edit= channeling the life of brian here
 
Never mind snowballs. Have you fixed those brakes on yer BMX yet?

*nag, nag, nag*

I thought it was the crank....on the BMX fek the brakes who needs them unless you gonno be doing 80's style endos !

When you mentioned snowballs i thoiught we'd travlled back to '92 and those lovely latvian tablets =D

Hang in there Cherry, you'll make it in your own good time
 
Was gunna get a couple of bags n maybe a rock but I woke at ~10pm and weren't able to think straight for another couple of hours so fuck that. Might go on a mission to get cash later this morning (seeing as I'm going to be up all ... day... fuckin confuzzling) but I dunno. Might just make some tunes if I can.
Having a drink with the meds. Not owt special :|

Yea Cherry - I'm also gunna have to be an annoying cunt and ask you to watch yourself love <3

Anyhoo, have a good one all.
 
Had an awesome day of toke and drink, got to see friends I hadn't seen in months which was lovely.
 
Not 100% sure where my day has gone. Had 6 HBWR seeds before (containing LSA). They were pretty lovely + psychedelic. Honestly wasn't expecting them to be sedating though from what i've read. About half an hour after dosing them I was tired as fuck and went for a lie down and just woke up now (about 5 hours of sleep). I can't understand why they made me so tired, No stomach ache or upset either as people seem to have described.
 
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