Diacetylus
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^Hehe, yea... it's usually pretty hard watching drug documentaries in front of parents, or other loved ones that don't know of your "recreational lifestyle".
I usually just tut and shake my head when I see someone smoking ice, or injecting it on television, but at the same time can't help but think that my parents, or friends know that it's all an act.
About the vicious cycle that is: waiting for dole payment, going out to score, binging and then crashing for a few days. I can relate to that, as myself and other friends have been here.
It's a friggen horrible circle, in-which I have some friends that are terribly stuck in at the moment.
It's like once they get paid, they emerge from this depressive state they have been in for 2 odd weeks and you watch them get so happy they are paid, they are almost manic. Then once the money and the gear goes, it's back to hibernation. Not a great lifestyle.
In the documentary, regarding that guys girlfriend who is pregnant. I knew she was an Ice user from the moment I saw her sunken in cheeks and eyes. They don't even address this fact for a while, and somehow I still knew. It's like the chronic users have this malnourished look about them.
It is sad about the I.T. guy (forgot his name), because unlike the other users he is actually trying to make an effort. Even though he's failed numerous times, I like to give credit where it's due and you can tell the lifestyle doesn't properly suit him. I hope after he gets out of prison he doesn't fall back into the hellhole that would be Ice-addiction.
I usually just tut and shake my head when I see someone smoking ice, or injecting it on television, but at the same time can't help but think that my parents, or friends know that it's all an act.
About the vicious cycle that is: waiting for dole payment, going out to score, binging and then crashing for a few days. I can relate to that, as myself and other friends have been here.
It's a friggen horrible circle, in-which I have some friends that are terribly stuck in at the moment.
It's like once they get paid, they emerge from this depressive state they have been in for 2 odd weeks and you watch them get so happy they are paid, they are almost manic. Then once the money and the gear goes, it's back to hibernation. Not a great lifestyle.
In the documentary, regarding that guys girlfriend who is pregnant. I knew she was an Ice user from the moment I saw her sunken in cheeks and eyes. They don't even address this fact for a while, and somehow I still knew. It's like the chronic users have this malnourished look about them.
It is sad about the I.T. guy (forgot his name), because unlike the other users he is actually trying to make an effort. Even though he's failed numerous times, I like to give credit where it's due and you can tell the lifestyle doesn't properly suit him. I hope after he gets out of prison he doesn't fall back into the hellhole that would be Ice-addiction.