honestly after being awake for several days and spending so much time in the dark I start listening to classical and 60's ballads and then I start feeling that ruthless bloodlust coldness. Ill put on 3 6 Mafia or Brakeman from the UK.
Walk Up To Your House by 3 6 Mafia is easily my favorite murder rap. One time I was walking around the basement with no lights on at 3am rapping alongside that song as I listened on headphones and realized my window was open behind the multiple nailed curtains. I then figured that my creepy behavior for years - mainly that comes in 4 days bursts of increasingly odd behavior would suddenly be realized by a neighbor as some sort of psychopathic realization. I became convinced a neighbor thought I was saying the lyrics to them.
Extreme paranoia went into catatonic freezing
"Late last night lying in the bed eyes red
Thinking should I get these hoes
Thinking should I cut their heads"
"This ain't no game nigga, my finger's on the trigger"
"Mossberg is all he heard after the doorbell rang
Buckshots to the brain, Triple 6 style mane"
those lines get it. I just love the idea of the entire thing.