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Hi there. I thought I'd introduce myself one more time. I am 32. 33 in May. I am a manager for a store. In a relationship for 8 years. Married for 4. My wife is an alcoholic. I am a crack addict. She doesnt hide it. I do. I started with cocaine then moved to crack cocaine. Long story. Im not proud. Ive been addicted for 6 months now. I keep it a secret from everyone. But I feel signs are starting to show. I have quit a few times. But. I have relapsed too. Tonight I relapsed. I am ashamed. I had a heated discussion with my wife. All she said is that I don't have any moxy for our financial situation. We're currently living pay check to paycheck. Living in a live in motel with a weekly rate of 420. We barely make ends meet. But tonight I fucked up. I bought my choice of drug. From our rent money. We are short 220 dollars. I never have an answer as to why I keep repeating this behavior. I have no friends and no one to talk to. If I ever were to overdose, Id very possibly die alone. And that devastates me.
 
Hey there, everyone. After ages of viewing forum posts and discussions I thought I’d register and get a bit more “involved”, so to speak. Hopefully I’ll be able to share some useful information I’ve gathered over the years with you all. My name is Ricky and I guess I’ll be seeing you all around the forums a bit more often.
 
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Well in relation to this site my interests range from wanting to learn all I can about the pharmacological actions of various substances to trying to share the info I have learned over the years, both from experience and other sources. I’m a fairly “tame” user but the effects of substances on people is fascinating. By tame I mean I don’t do needles or the heavy stuff (I know, this is very subjective but I think you get the gist).

I initially studied history and was very into geography and geology but after a few years I started to develop a very big interest in medicine as well as medical conditions. I’ve read a few posts from people asking about how they can administer certain substances and a couple of the routes of administration are potentially fatal so I’m hoping I can warn people against doing anything dangerous before they do it.

Oh and I love astronomy and quantum physics. And LSD (but sadly can’t get my hands on any these days ��). Anything else you wanna know I’ll be happy to answer. I generally try and be a kinda decent person instead of being impatient and hostile towards people (who don’t deserve it... ��)
 
new here but think i like this. some people get high, some sky dive. no difference, but which one makes the most sense. not being 30000 feet in the air depending on a blanket packed in bag.
 
Yow Everybudah
I'm 22 yrs old hirl from Hungary, occasional drug user, and whenever i had a question about drug releated stuff i've always arrived at this forum so i tought i register :D
I don't have any job or school at the moment sadly :/
I don't do any "strong" stuff mostly Amphetamine (Speed) and Marijuana (like once every 1-2 weeks). Oh and i love Jamaican/Russian accents :D
 
Hey YoChillMaan! Welcome to Bluelight. Enjoy your stay here, hope to see you around Bluelight Posing :)
 
Hello, I'm new here and was wondering if anyone could help with a taper plan using loperamide and cimetidine to help withdrawals from H. I've been reading the loperamide thread so I'm hoping to finally get off this stuff using this method. It's both my boyfriend and I so I need to know how much of both products to buy as well as where and what brand to get. Also a taper schedule would be hugely appreciated. I'm desperate guys. I'm on a 6 month bender after being clean 5yrs and I just want to get my life back on track. When I got clean the first time I did it cold turkey and it was hell. Was on 110mg of methadone and tapered myself down to probably 10mg before I just dropped it. I never want to go thru that again so if anyone would be willing to help me out I'd really really appreciate it!
 
Also I really have no idea how to use this forum so I apologize for my ignorance and if I'm doing anything wrong please point me in the right direction as I've never even been on a forum before. Again, sorry for my lack of knowledge...any help would be much appreciated!
 
Hi everyone. Joined to educate myself about my drug habits. I'm a sarcastic guy. I love gaming, deep discussion, and my drug of choice right now is crystal methamphetamine.
 
Yeah too much too young is me or Daz 4 short,downers I'm afraid is my weakness I start t day with 200mg morph 8mg clonazipam and a couple of bars of zanax washed down with buckfast wine,I should mention I'm from south England where it's pretty dire as I lived in Spain for the last ddozen years on n off,Andulcia is my home
Basically I'm a Herbsman with a habit.
 
Hello, my username takes away the mystery of where I?m from. My preference was uppers but I joined because I?m going CT after 20 years of an opiate hobby.
 
What’s up everyone! I tried DMT for the 1st time last night. I have a ton of questions and that’s why I joined. It was an amazing experience, but I don’t think I went anywhere near what is possible. Last night was a introduction I am still amazed by what I saw. Well hope to learn a lot glad to be here!
 
Whats up people, just found yall and had to join. Former pill popper and longtime cannabis fan. Dabbled with shrooms, MDMA, & blow but Mary Jane is my true love. Used to have a big ole problem with them pharmaceuticals crushing and snorting that alprazolam. I did shit like tabs, valiums, methadone, percs, but the xannies got me hooked. Bad shit yall stay the fuck away from it. Haven't had a prescription pill in years and doing just fine without em. If you cant have a good time just smoking a joint or two and having a drink - you need to slow down.
 
Hi im emmyloo 34 altertive model just wanting to not sure why i signed up. Someone to talk too i guess x
 
Hi there im emmyloo 34 yr old an alternative model guess i joined here on a support basis and that person to listen wanted to say hi
 
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