The greatest loss

[C Divinity]

how do you deal with it when you loose someone you love?
when you lost yourself years ago
and now he's gone too
and no one understands

you say your silent prayers
"send him to heaven safe"
and send me to sleep
so i dont wake up
and i dont have to face another day like today
another loss like this
another day alone...

im so far from home
in a place where everyone is too wrapped up
in there own lives & jobs & money problems
it all seems so trite
when all i want is a hug

when i recover from my external wounds
the internal ones ache
and i cant heal myself
and the doctor hasnt enough pills in the world to sort me
when will things go right?

i love you and i miss you
and life wont be the same without you
i hope you know how much i appreciated all you did
please watch over me
you'll be missed so much...

 

[plazma]

Answers...

when i recover from my external wounds
the internal ones ache
and i cant heal myself
and the doctor hasnt enough pills in the world to sort me
when will things go right?

I don't know if anyone can answer that question for you. I don't think they ever will be able to answer it. Though it's asked by so many.

There's a few things I could say, most trite, and only a couple worth voicing.

I hope the pain isn't too much to bear, and I hope that memories will make you smile in time.

I wish that I could answer your question.

A lovely piece of work Casey, you're a very talented person. You're in my thoughts.

-plaz out-