... is that, when you DON'T have awesome crystal, but just got semi sorta so-so kinda OK crystal (like, not dirty or full of nasty ephedra fillers and not making you sick or anything) is that you don't DO IT ALL SO FAST... it's just mediocre but it WORKS, so I am not stuck in bed half the day and I'm losing that horrid weight i gained from a med last year (GOD really, 40 lbs in 3 months, like anyone would get on speed to lose some of that fast... long story, won't rehash it).
I've been using for 6 years (not counting MDMA, which has been for 10 years but haven't done it in 2 years, and getting not great MDMA is NOT a good thing AT ALL though, ever, ever, ever.) And not counting Xanax or other benzos, which I pretty much ate like candy for about 8 years... now I just am prescribed a normal amount every month.
I actually enjoy NOT getting "tweaky" and shit, I kinda just feel, well, NORMAL when I have speed that isn't TOO good to make me wanna clean my house at 4 a.m. or stay up 10 days. And then I don't want to keep doing it all the time, cuz I'm just tired of it faster.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to keep spending what little $ i have on low-quality shit, but I have to see the good side of it. When it's like this, I feel like it's medication, not a party in a bag.
I've been using for 6 years (not counting MDMA, which has been for 10 years but haven't done it in 2 years, and getting not great MDMA is NOT a good thing AT ALL though, ever, ever, ever.) And not counting Xanax or other benzos, which I pretty much ate like candy for about 8 years... now I just am prescribed a normal amount every month.
I actually enjoy NOT getting "tweaky" and shit, I kinda just feel, well, NORMAL when I have speed that isn't TOO good to make me wanna clean my house at 4 a.m. or stay up 10 days. And then I don't want to keep doing it all the time, cuz I'm just tired of it faster.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to keep spending what little $ i have on low-quality shit, but I have to see the good side of it. When it's like this, I feel like it's medication, not a party in a bag.