Tarsarlan
Bluelighter
I've recently been thinking about my life a few years ago...
Ah those were the good ol' days, sitting around all day on a saturday after a big night out on friday night, being able to do anything because I didn't have friends around all the time, not being pestered to go out again the next night.
I think back to those times and wish that I could once again regularly go to only one or two clubs with only a small group of friends, its such a drain having so many places to party at these days, and who can keep track of all the different styles of music?
And the drugs! Far too many strong mdma pills around now, can't I once just have an easy night on a slightly weaker pill instead of peaking so damn hard all the time? Trying different things these days surely can't be good for me, I mean sure I've had some amazing experiences, but really, it's just all a bit too much.
All this information on and through Bluelight too, I can't possibly assimilate all of it. With so many enlightened people around me these days it gets hard to decide who to ask for advice. Ah yes, back then I'd be able to ask one or maybe two people and they might be able to inform me. It was so much easier.
Most importantly I wish I could keep track of all the friends I have now like I could back then, it was so much easier to catch up with people back then, and I'd never have to worry about offending people because I actually had the time to visit them all each week.
Yeah, my life sucks these days...
Ah those were the good ol' days, sitting around all day on a saturday after a big night out on friday night, being able to do anything because I didn't have friends around all the time, not being pestered to go out again the next night.
I think back to those times and wish that I could once again regularly go to only one or two clubs with only a small group of friends, its such a drain having so many places to party at these days, and who can keep track of all the different styles of music?
And the drugs! Far too many strong mdma pills around now, can't I once just have an easy night on a slightly weaker pill instead of peaking so damn hard all the time? Trying different things these days surely can't be good for me, I mean sure I've had some amazing experiences, but really, it's just all a bit too much.
All this information on and through Bluelight too, I can't possibly assimilate all of it. With so many enlightened people around me these days it gets hard to decide who to ask for advice. Ah yes, back then I'd be able to ask one or maybe two people and they might be able to inform me. It was so much easier.
Most importantly I wish I could keep track of all the friends I have now like I could back then, it was so much easier to catch up with people back then, and I'd never have to worry about offending people because I actually had the time to visit them all each week.
Yeah, my life sucks these days...
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