Do yu think with this new bill on the banning of RC's it will have an effect on GBL at all ?
I doubt i will ever use it tbh , my days of anything to do with alcohol kind of enjoyment are gone
Ever since i went on my meth script any time i have tried to enjoy a drink its been shite
the only one time i managed to was on my birthday last year and even then i still didnt enjoy it nearly as much as i used to
But who knows maybe when im off my script one day i will enjoy the occasional drink as i think one of the reasons i dont enjoy it is because i used to love the care free feeling from drink and not giving a shit but know im on meth i have to give a shit and watch how much i drink so i dont end up OD'ing .. .. so its taken away the part that i enjoyed most about it .. so yeah who knows i may one day enjoy it
I dont know if that is the reason for sure that i dont enjoy it as much , it might just be i dont like the feeling it gives me or the way it effects me on meth is different
could be a number of things but as for now i dont srink at all which is actually a really big achievement for me , at one point in my life i thought i would never be able to lead a drink free life ,, there was not a weekend went by in 12 years that i didnt have a drink in me and if i could do it through the week i wouldnt hesitate either ,, i just loved it too much .. even though it got me in to trouble all the time with cops, family, friends and GF's i still wanted to drink all the time , my weekedns would always have drink involved even if i was taking E's , gear, coke or speed i had to have drink along with it or it wasnt a proper weekend for me so i guess im pretty surprised ive never actually tried it tbh if its that much like the drink
I am actually very lucky i never got hospitalized with the amount i used to do all at once
guess i have an angel watching over me