the first thing you learn is that....

Hands are shakey stomach is in a knot dude says he has the k4 ive been waiting a week for praying he gets here soon. Man opiates do the worst things to me especially these days not having a solid connection is hell on my nerves. dude is eating then on his way I hope. David Bowie is blasting his cover of waiting for the man Lou was right you always gotta wait. I think I want to get a daily habit again I miss the ritual and easy access the trips to the city all the interesting crazy shit that happened. Im so nervouse that I ate 1.5mg of xanax and dont feel any relief its fucking crazy. Im fucking crazy.

 

" I'm feeling good, I'm feeling so fine, until tomorrow but that's just another time."

The VU makes you want to be a heroin addict.

 

Yea thats true about the VU that whole album glorifies dope. Well it was a good high last night I am well on my way to getting back on the train full time.

 

nawww that is how it is waiting for the man. totally on edge. then theres the dopefeind time. shit moves like molasses.

i love the crazy shit one gets into while copping. makes for great storytellin