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The Evils Of Meth! (Include Yours)

i hate the acidic shit that makes your mouth raw from smoking it and when shards arent half as good as they look
 
the worst thing about meth for me, is i can't fuckin have sex on it! a few other people have said the same thing, but most guys don't have this problem, i'm just a loser i guess. it's almost impossible for me to get it up. and one time, I took a viagra while tweaking when I was w/ my girlfriend, and started gettin it on in the car, holy shit! it was somewhat pleasurable and shit, but it was fuckin impossible for me to come!!! we went for like 3 hours, and this is after not having eaten or slept for a few days. so basically, at the end of that, when I just decided I'd had enough, I couldn't even move. I'd worked my body almost to the point of shutting down. well, needless to say, she enjoyed it more than i.

besides that, i'm pretty much hopelessly addicted to it; after 2 years of rehab, my use just increased a thousandfold. and i say i'm addicted, but i also have no intentions or desires to slow or stop my use. it's my self-prescribed anti-depressant, a crutch that i feel like i need. i wanted to quit earlier this year, for my girlfriend(also a tweaker), cos she was more important to me than it. well, that reason is now gone, since she dumped me to get back w/ her ex. since then, kinda got worse. spent more in a month than ever have in the past on it (and a tiny bit of junk), and got into needles since then. get in trouble w/ my parents somehow at least twice a month. well, i go to college in sept., maybe that'll be a new beginning. don't really care though. eh.
 
worst thing about meth is when you run out. what sucks even more is you get half a gram on friday, and try to time your comedown for when you have to go back to work on monday. then you totally fuck it up, and end up in the depths of a comedown trying to take orders from customers at wendy's and their all giving you looks and if you could you would take a nap in the walk in freezer because it is so damn hot in there and your boss suspects something.
 
Yep... I hate the "scattergrease" it releases all over your face (or... the "shines"), I hate the way it makes my friends and I talk about shit we have no intentions of doing, I hate the way it makes the cold weather more un-bearable and after having too much, I hate the ay it gives me these subtle pains all over my body.

Meth IMO is great (well, for me anyways) for social gatherings... but the problem is, it makes my friends and I talk and make promises we never come around to. I also notice I get an immense craving for beer (due to the "dry-horrors" Meth gives you.) and... no matter how much of the shit you've got, it is very hard to ration it.
 
The thing I hate about meth is I always feel really generous towards whomever I am with and share my gear to my mates, then regret it when the bag runs out. I also don't enjoy cleaning the pipe much and really hate the shit when all I want to do is sleep and I can't!!!
I love hearing tweaker stories about it though and I love the act of smoking it.
 
Geez-A said:
The thing I hate about meth is I always feel really generous towards whomever I am with and share my gear to my mates, then regret it when the bag runs out. I also don't enjoy cleaning the pipe much and really hate the shit when all I want to do is sleep and I can't!!!
I love hearing tweaker stories about it though and I love the act of smoking it.
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benzo's pot and booze help me sleep when coming down... 1mg of klonopin, 3 shots of alcohole, and bowl would work for some one with no tolerance.
 
hey,
Isnt really bad to take viagra w/ speed? Like fatal? Just a thought, b/c it caught my attention b/c my b/f can not have sex either on it, and it makes me flippen insane, i guess, it used to, gotten used to the fact now that im not going to get some booty while up! oh well, one more thing i hate about it!!!! the oily face i have come to notice that its not as bad if i leave it alone and dont over wash! and i never ever touch my face,,, the sores that was recently posted about is when someone is constently picking at their face! sores dont ever pop up on me, now i will break out sometimes on the stuff, but i just am not a picker!
 
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how it makes every single car on the fucking road look like it's got a set of cherries and berries on top during the night.
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definitely one of the worst things about meth for me. Even if I'm not tweaking hard, but have smoked/snorted some somewhat recently (and not yet slept) every single car looks like a cop. I have come to accept it though. Now whenever I have illegal drugs on me in my car, I purposefully pretend that every car on the road is a cop and drive as such. I drive perfectly and don't get paranoid because I know I am creating my own delusions. It does get kinda creepy though when you are driving on the freeway surrounded by literally hundreds of pigs.

I think the thing I hate most about meth is how much I love it. If I have shit in my possession, I'll do it every day and I hate myself for it. I wish I could just have it in my room somewhere without the burning desire to smoke some. This is the reason I quit...I just have to use it every day if I have it. That and I started lying to my friends, which I simply cannot accept. Ever.

Although I still think about it kinda often. Maybe I'll do it again someday. Damned bluelight always gets me thinking about drugs :D
 
I hate the way that those who become addicted to meth (a very large proportion) suffer a change of personality.

Those who were once radiant and cheery become dark and dreary. What was once creative becomes obsessive. Desire becomes greed, brilliance becomes insanity, fear becomes hate, young becomes old, beauty becomes ugliness, voluptuous becomes bony, motivation becomes apathy, energy becomes repetition, ambition becomes selfishness.

Friendship means nothing but an easy target and a source of funds. Theft is commonplace, as is snitching. Loyalty is a myth.

Lovers are cheated upon, yelled at, and a means to an end.

The honest become duplicitous, actions do not match intent. Promises are broken, lies are everywhere, and every back is stabbed...

Friends, lovers, and responsibilities are eventually forgotten. Without hesitation, the high is more "important".
 
1mg of klonopin, 3 shots of alcohole, and bowl would work for some one with no tolerance.
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1mg of klonopin won't work for long! A couple months of this and it will take 1mg klonopin to not feel like shit! Also, I'd advise not doing this in the presence of others, the combination of alcohol and meth is not good for one's social skills.
 
Isnt really bad to take viagra w/ speed? Like fatal?
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Dunno, I survived it. But I'm not a doctor, I have no idea about possible side-effects that could occur. For all I know, I just got lucky. I'd be curious to know the answer to this question myself if anyone knows.

Now whenever I have illegal drugs on me in my car, I purposefully pretend that every car on the road is a cop and drive as such. I drive perfectly and don't get paranoid because I know I am creating my own delusions.
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That's what I do man, at least if it's night-time. I got pulled over a while ago with stuff and paraphernalia, and it was just luck that I didn't get searched, so now I'm extra careful to drive well. I mean, if there's cars way way behind me on the freeway, whatever. But if they're close behind me, and I can only see their headlights, I pretend it's a cop.

Well, I still don't drive completely perfectly, I'm not as good a driver while spun. And although I know my delusions aren't probable, I get super paranoid anyway. That's just me though.
 
who mE? said:
1mg of klonopin won't work for long! A couple months of this and it will take 1mg klonopin to not feel like shit! Also, I'd advise not doing this in the presence of others, the combination of alcohol and meth is not good for one's social skills.
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i said with no tolerance... im assuming any dumb ass fuck would know that tolerance goes up after awile and dose should be adjusted.
 
I hate the intense paranoia that comes after being up a few days. I've known some people who actually said they like it, but i absolutely fucking hate it.

Especially when it turns out the paranoia was real.
 
>>what i hate about meth is that everyone who uses it is a loser/nerd. mabey thats just where i live there are no "cool" people that do meth.>>

fuck cool people.
 
I thought I was cool but maybe I am just another nerd. Red Haze, are you a nerd too?
 
yeah i just heard that viagra was really bad w/in anytime of taking speed... ok well glad you got lucky!!!! I have read some information on this and if I find it sometime today I will post so you can see some information on it.
 
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