This is the day the fantasy died
prior to today I had unequivocally lied.
Sullen in the belief
that a phantasm would bring me relief.
It didn’t take any conscious thought
Rather a vespertine vision of celestial ubiquity.
Falling hand in hand with my close sibling
into a flawless grey.
We held on to each other’s hands and dissolved; dissipated to nothing.
And the void was glorious. We let go of all and let the nothing take us in thrall.
There was no care; no peace, no war. There was absolutely nothing at all.
I was victorious. I had respite and in the void,
great pale grey void,
was my only delight.
this was written about the dream I woke from this morning. I felt so at peace.
prior to today I had unequivocally lied.
Sullen in the belief
that a phantasm would bring me relief.
It didn’t take any conscious thought
Rather a vespertine vision of celestial ubiquity.
Falling hand in hand with my close sibling
into a flawless grey.
We held on to each other’s hands and dissolved; dissipated to nothing.
And the void was glorious. We let go of all and let the nothing take us in thrall.
There was no care; no peace, no war. There was absolutely nothing at all.
I was victorious. I had respite and in the void,
great pale grey void,
was my only delight.
this was written about the dream I woke from this morning. I felt so at peace.
