Strawberry_lovemuffin
Bluelighter
You wait for me to do something dramatic...
Scream maybe, hit you, hurt out loud.
But nothing comes.
My life as I know it turns to ash around my feet
and yet I am quiet inside;
someone's turned out the light switch.
And I feel dim echoes of what I should feel
A tear here and there maybe
But it's mostly nothing..
Three and a half years and only yesterday
you kissed me gently goodbye and called me Angel.
Seems like forever already.
I am wishing the pain so it feels real
Right now it's like raindrops on glass
Even my brain refuses to feel soggy
Impossible thoughts tumble like mercury
Copulating with each other in a gelatanous mass....
What numb ephiphanies come at 4am on a Tuesday morning
When a new life is unexpectedly born...
Scream maybe, hit you, hurt out loud.
But nothing comes.
My life as I know it turns to ash around my feet
and yet I am quiet inside;
someone's turned out the light switch.
And I feel dim echoes of what I should feel
A tear here and there maybe
But it's mostly nothing..
Three and a half years and only yesterday
you kissed me gently goodbye and called me Angel.
Seems like forever already.
I am wishing the pain so it feels real
Right now it's like raindrops on glass
Even my brain refuses to feel soggy
Impossible thoughts tumble like mercury
Copulating with each other in a gelatanous mass....
What numb ephiphanies come at 4am on a Tuesday morning
When a new life is unexpectedly born...
