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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We Don't Even Know What Day it is

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inflo Likes Me now Nick Happy =D <3

good to hear my dear. Im good too atm. u know how the game goes, up and down.

Whats so special with that vodka?
 
SandyFrank said:
... I had another issue with a fucking mysogynist buffoon who THREATENED VIA PM to beat the shit out of me....
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This is an event I am familiar with and have read said PM (reported posts forum - not specifically prying). It was a truly repellent PM. I actually stood up for that particular ex-member as I felt he had been done a disservice by the standard BL points system. The PM in question demonstrated to me - along with all other staff at the time - that I was mistaken in fighting for that poster's rights. He lost all credibility with that PM and deeply, deeply disappointed me cos he is also better than that. I am aware such a claim is not likely to fall on fertile ground with you and I absolutely do no blame you for that. The fact remains that I did fight for his membership to be reinstated prior to that PM and such goes to show that I make plenty mistakes too - but I make them for the right reason. Missing out on interviews because some trollish pleb upset you is not a good reason in my opinion. I understand it must sting but you are familiar with Raas' posting style so must surely realise when he's attempting humour, no?

Clearly he has struck an emotional chord with you. I couldn't and wouldn't pretend to understand the depth of that chord cos I know seemingly insignificant things can hurt me more than any number of more obvious taunts. I do still feel you are hurting yourself more than the comment deserves though. I totally get being belittled and made to feel worthless. This is how I grew up. It's second nature to me. As such I know how painful it is and how hard it is to fight against such things. I never got to in person but do every day in general. Don't let the pain others inflicted rule you. Whomsoever said or did such things is not worthy. I know the person in question in my background certainly isn't and I would not want to ever give them the satisfaction of me giving in and kowtowing to that thought pattern and self-belief. I know I am better than that. I know you are too.

Ultimately it does come down to being bigger and better than that, they and those. You are. We all are. There's no need to fall back into the hole you were once put into. You only elevate those who put you there initially and we both know they are most certainly not worth elevating. There's nothing wrong with being bigger and better. It may not come naturally but is you birthright as much as it is mine. We beat those that put us down by our actions. Don't let your actions glorify the unworthy.

<3

SandyFrank said:
Too bad my problems interfere with people's partying. I don't find this funny at all. At all.
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Just to point out I don't "party" due to living in the UK where such a... verb? doesn't exits whatever grammatical form it comes under other than the traditional one.
 
Sorry I have tried reading back a few pages but zops are clouding me. Saw nothing worthy of an apology at all SandyFrank.

I wish to god I was partying....if I was and alone I would be chitter chattering merrily away and you all would be keeping me company :D

As it stands why even me the renown insomniac is awake now in this state is beyond me.....

I just stumbled in and unwittingly started wittering on about vodka etc..been a long day....oh dear...<3
 
If you go to the interview wishing you best of luck. <3

I can't speak for Nicklazz...but I personally thought I really want to read this but with no paragraphs it will be difficult....As zops kick in big blocks of texts tend to swirl. I think that may have been what he meant. Nothing to do with anything else I suspect. When did you last get some sleep? Everything my world becomes more emotive and difficult when I am shattered.

Sleep well if you can. Come post music if you can't? :)
 
Eveleivibe said:
Hiya Sammy,

How are you doing?
I haven't seen you around lately. I don't know you really well but you seem interesting n intelligent. Maybe you n I could get to know one another n become friends? What do you say?

Evey xxxx
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Intelligent? Interesting? Are you sure you're not reading someone else's posts? :?

Awwww, shucks. Thank you for that. It's not very often anybody's nice to me around here. :)
 
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wow that was an interesting set of posts to read, without knowing the context, between the one I posted 1 am this morning and now.

Anyway, I couldn't give a fuck what day it is as all I know is I completed my daily task which was to ride out the 2 CC ( which was fuckin ace) and make sure I didn't fall asleep and miss my appointment with my gp at 9 this morning, which I accomplished via 3 bombs of mpa between 5 and 7 and a nice hoofer of mxe on the way out the door.

Was kinda funny walking down to see doc as I was, and am, still feeling the effects of the 2 CC. What was weird was I was pleasantly surprised that the visuals were going strong but at the same time I wasn't able to enjoy myself as I was so fucking knackered I had to put all my energy into walking in a straight line when the legs seemed to wanna do a curvy one.

Closing thoughts: in retrospect, the decision I took to not get on the mdpv at about 5 am this morning was probably the right one. (I got the rest of the day free for that beast).
 
Hey sandyfrank I don't believe we've met. Hi I'm Swarm.

Having read through all your posts just now it appears your not in the best head space right now. If it helps my life is falling apart from every conceivable possible angle right now!
I feel your pain even if I don't know what it's about.
 
Sammy G said:
There are some truly poisonous folk around here, though luckily they're very much in the minority.
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I'll second that. I personally found my first year and a half at BL to be quite tough, but I think that's the same for everybody. In the grand scheme of things BL is as close to a tight community as you can get, but it doesn't always feel like it, especially at first. As for the poisonous folk, all I can say is I always step in whenever I see a hint of bullying and the like. Its a such a thin line though and I'll tell you why. No matter how sweet we endeavour to make things here at BL, nothing's gonna change the fact that its a cruel nasty world ouside of these forums. If it feels like you gotta have a thick skin to survive here its only because if we don't keep each other on our toes in here then we will get eaten alive by everyone else out there.

Yes people do sometimes say shit that is terrible and genuinely out of line but 95 per cent of the time its just peeps messing about. You have to know that.
 
decided a trip was what I needed and dropped 200ugs of LSD about an hour ago.

Don't feel too much yet, but the early signs are there. Nice body high, typing feels really weird, visuals starting to become more pronounced.
 
This is all really distressing me I hate confrontation (no matter how right/wrong) and I really do not want to get involved but from what I have read obviously not being party to your PMS etc how can you/we can put an end to this? If an amicable one is out of reach can someone just press an ignore button one way or tuther between you.

I respect your needs to thrash this out but I can't watch this run and run.Some people love what they perceive as 'drama' in here I actually hate it when parties are feeling slighted, upset, Please somehow this has to end now <3

This is the fucked thread I have just broken my drug holiday and dropped a wopper capsule of fourfa.I have no want or desire to try and mediate.Please don't take this is me having a go at anyone or anything..emotions are obviously running strong. Please find a way.
 
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I need a drug holiday ... but not until next monday at the absolute earliest
 
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